looking at the tattooing he wondered if felix divulged the marks on him as well though he did not ask, "when we are done eating you can see your suprise, we also need to go visit and pray for mother and lykus today since we did not last night

He made sure to wrap some of the bread up, and once they had cleaned made their way down to the beach. He didn't have much to say to the mother and even less to the man who came before him, but he still did what made Zosa happy. Walking between the trails of candle smoke he reached out and held Zosa's hand as they made their way down to where ever Zosa wanted them to go.

felix was quiet but he was too and so did not question it. walking hand in hand down the beach he led the other down to the docks, as they walked he felt the other tense up some and by the time they made it there the other was holding his hand tight enough to bruise and had a wide grin. he could not help but smile as well, "she is the sunspire, small and yellow with a white deck. can you pick her out from all the others?"

Among all the brightly colored Greecian colors it was easy to spot the slightly faded bubble with out its workers waiting for them. He tugged Zosa forward until they reached the dock where the boat was setting. He swallowed though his face did not show his excitement beyond his white teeth. "This is it?" He almost didn't wait for a confirmation seeing the diving equipment as proof.

he nodded though now that they were there he felt a little uncomfortable. it was the wrong kind of skip and looked nothing like the other but all the same he was not quite as pleased as he was on the way there and tightening his grip he swallowed, "well what are you waiting for?"

He pulled Zosa closer before stepping on the boat gently kissing him on the forehead. With a heavy grin he tugged Zosa on to the boat before curiously inspecting everything, from the wood rails, the divers suits, the hammock and then he disappeared below rocking a little. He tumbled. It only took less then 5 minutes of the docile rocking before his breakfast turned into rocks in his stomach. Returning to where their shorts where he frowned at Zosa. "Zosa I think there is something wrong with the bread."

reaching out he wriggled his fingers, "no, the bread was fine, it's the ocean. remember the weird feeling you got on the ferry? well this boat is a lot smaller. it will just take a little getting used to is all. if you'd like we can put off sailing and just stay docked for a while until you feel better"

The professor stumbled forward until he could bow his head into Zosas chest. He remembered that feeling but some how it was amplified on the smaller boat. With Zosa steadying him he let the man lead him on a small tour of the boat explaining the things he had seen for himself.

after they went over the whole skip and he explained all of the safety rules he sat down at one of the small benches and had the other sit with him, "i had forgotten how much i enjoyed the ocean"

He was surrounded by a vast world of blue that was so contrary to his love of red. It was still something he could not get used to and closing his eyes he could remember many night of the crescent earth pecking out of his childhood bedroom while now he fell asleep to the soft crashing of waves. It made him slightly space sick though his thoughts were quickly washed away by another soft bob. "Why do you like the ocean?"

letting his gaze follow felix's out over the water he felt calmer. relaxing against the wood he let himself drift in the blue until the other spoke, "..i don't know, i just do.... why do you like space? it's just.... i don't know, felix"

He raised his brow. "It is... space, unproven as of yet to be a limiting void and so full of theories and possibilities. When the sky is open to you, and you see millions of little eyes it is millions of little hope and voices calling for exploration. We have as humans, not even phantom what is on planets we could only reach by means of technology, Image what is beyond our solar system?" Twisting his head he nested it in Zosas "And if Steven hawking is correct, every move we make, takes the universe to an infinite level."

he did not mention it was the same with the ocean because that was not the reason. he did not care either way what was in it or what couple possibly be in it he was just in sync with it and it called to him naturally. silently he only offered a soft smile as he took the pale hand and took back to looking out over the sky

He listened to his lovers silence in between the waves before deciding to get a closer look at the water. He tested his legs and wobbled towards the edge of the boat. It was not a good idea but it gave him a wonderful view of some of the life beneath the blue surface.

he thought he could manage but as soon as the pale feet were bared and dipped into the water he lost it and getting up quickly grabbed felix under the arms and jerked him back. he could not hide his own horrified expression from the face looking up at him and feeling quite ashamed even as his heart raced he loosened his grip

His heart was irratically beating until he realized it was not his own and twisting inside the iron grip he saw his husbands frightened face. He regarded the man for a long time as his fingers reached where they could and coaxed the fingers to loosen and tangle with his. When he was able to, he shifted so that the side of his face came to rest upon the frightened one. "Its alright Zosa." He cooed. His voice picked up a tune to help calm his lovers nerves, bringing him into a gentle sway.