I used to be a christian...but see...I started to hate religion because of what I have seen. I also hate that I have no freedom to think for myself but just be under some kind of rule or some shiz.
I'm old enough, but they still treat me like a kid about these things. I mean, I have my own brain, I don't need them to tell me what to believe in.

-clap clap- Lots of people are afraid to take that step and admit they've lost their faith. As for the age thing, I think when you stop believing in Santa Claus etc is when you should be allowed to decide for yourself what to believe in =/

I believe in Jesus, just as much as I believe in Buddha. Wise men in their time. I revere to them as philosophers, not gods. I didn't lose my faith or whatever. I didn't lose anything.
And here's the thing, no church for about a month now and why am I even still alive? If there's a god and he hates "his children" that don't go to church anymore would be punished.
The only punishment I get is from the scolding from my parents =_=
You know what I honestly think? It's the "people" under such religion putting meaning on it and thus causing other people the guilt and forcing them to go to church.
Just, ugh.

That's how I feel about religion and deeply force-it-down-your-throat religious people. "Just, ugh." >> BUT ANYWAY. You can believe whatever you want to believe. I'm not going to force you to abandon all your beliefs, and your parents/whoever else should NOT be allowed to force anything onto you either. Some people make up religions. That's fine too. No one should tell you what to believe in.

I know right...but Ulti >A< it's hard when my parents are hardcore christians and I'm the Pastor's daughter ;^; oh the bad luck.
I kinda despise the fact that I was born into the christian family... *sighs*

You'll survive, Lauvy mah dear <3

I hope so, ulti...I hope so >A<

I thought that one before. My local priest told me that it meant I was ready to live out my faith independently. Most of the preaching aspect is like what Disney does to music. They dumb it down to fit a wider audience...then again if this is in more or less private conversation then it's understandable.

@funky: No, not at all. We can talk about anything in this thread unless I tell not to talk about it ^~^

Why thank you Neirra~ I love it myself <3

*clings on to neirra*
I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU FOR AGES...WHUR HAB U BEEN?

I meant the talk with the priest who made you lose faith.
XD

@funky: oh, ahaha, I didn't get that XD

It's a good thing I don't get irked or freaked easiy...

Anyway, hi! Thanks for inviting me to your thread Lauv!

Welcome, Welcome Pinny~! :3

Good to hear you're not 'squeamish' XD

^^

Nope, not typically, and especially not so over the internet.
Now, if you somehow manage to send a spider over through the computer,
then you might see the squeamish side of me. But most else I'm good with.
(Yeah, Im that kind of person. Dx)

O_o is it odd that I'm a girl but I'm not "that" scared of spiders?

Naaaah, I dont hink thats wierd.
I have lots of girlfriends who aren't in the least bit phased by any bugs really. >.<

I feel weak sometimes cause I'm scared shitless by spiders. Not even funny.

I think it's not that bad XD I'm scared of worms...like, whenever I see one, I feel like running to a safer place or a higher place D:

and did you say girlfriends? O_O as in lovers or just friends?

Worms? I actually kinda like worms... Except people get pissed at me when I pick them up. D;

Trololol, just friends.
/heheheh

ALSO THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH FOR THE STUFF!!!!
LIKE, THANK YOU SHIT TONS FOR THE SHIT TONS OF BEAUTIFUL THINGS!!!!!!!!!!

*shudders* nuh-uh...I would consider earthworms..but other worms? aw hell no.

XD oh, I see.

XD lol! those are just some of my extras... I actually have donated half of those extras to one friend

I need to go make a new avatar with all these lovelies. <3333

Sure~ go ahead :3
There's nothing more appreciative than to use the things given to you~ :]]

What are these usable items??
What happens when I use them??

If you "use" them, there will be more items from it. Just check it out~

OKAY!

In the meantime, how are yooouuu??

lol XD I'm doing just fine. I'm reading some manga and just chillin'
it's my day off today, so I'm making most of it ^^

how about you, Pinny?

LAUV LAUV LAUV LAUV LAUV.

I miss you.

*stalks thread* o3o tris is quiet tonight

Im good! I have school tomorrow so I shouldve gone to bed hours ago, but once again I have failed to do what is healthiest for myself. /sigh
Anyway, new avi, decent yes?? >____>

OH HEY THERE BATTY!
Long time no see.
/heheh

Well hello there!~

Tris is not always this quiet?

BATTY BATTY BATTY! I miss you too! :3

I like your avi, yes~ decent enough, absolutely!

like I said, pinny, tris hasn't been this quiet before XD

Thanks~
It still feels not as amazing as others I've seen
/cough/ yours /cough cough/
but getting better I suppose. ^^

Oh yes, you did tell me that didn't you...
Mon Dieu (My God) I should be going to bed soon.

Its all been because of finals, and exams, and end of the school year crap. xD;

LOL XD once you get lots of items, you'll have a great time layering and making an avatar theme~
:] I can also see that you have a talent for it *wink*


what time is it there, dear?