"Sugar packets?" he blinked shaking his head "It's suger despencers here and they are only out during meal times." he knew it was true, normal coffee houses such as the cafe, but he wouldn't just take them no matter how badly he needed it he seen it as stealing. He wanted to fight the other but didn't have the strength to waste so just walked trying to keep his balance as much as he could "Thank you for helping me Ryou." his voice low but warm "R-Ryou, why do you care about someone like me?" he asked he finally gave up fighting knowing he was going to blank out soon and reached for the cotten candy eating some of it.

Ryou was relieved Kiyoshi finally decided to have some sugar. He also knew he'd feel bad about taking the sugar packets, though Ryou could do so and not be questioned about it. He'd pay for a multiple supply of them from the cafeteria secretly. That was at least a good plan. He just wouldn't tell Kiyoshi that plan.

"You okay now?" He asked, waiting for the cotton candy to kick in. It was hard to walk with him not so steady. He would gladly answer Kiyoshi's question once they got to their dorm. "I'll answer, just not out here."

"I know your mind is scheming and don't even think about it." he stated as if that was the end of it. "I could have made my life easier and went to a public school where I'm from... I-I knew going to such a prestigious private high school would mean the area around it would be expensive." even though it was the same employer he was technically working two jobs to cover his living expenses and whatever he needed for school "I am going to go to the book store tomorrow." he knew there had to be a used one around he could get some of the books he would need for classes.

"Y-yeah, it is." he was lying it wasn't kicking in quickly as he took in a little but walked on his own feet still stumbling but not as badly as before "I-I just need to take a bath and sleep." he smiled nodding to the others words, he'd wait until they got back to their room for his answer.

Ryou sensed Kiyoshi was lying, though understood why. He knew he didn't like to be so helpless even though his body disagreed. But he would have to shove off the stubbornness sooner or later. "oh? just remember to bring something with you then." He teased as they got to the door. He fumbled around for the card key, unlocking the door then shutting it after they both got inside.

Ryou went quiet, as if in thought about the question. He didn't really know where to start. He'd think of something to say, flush then shake his head. He couldn't come up with anything that didn't sound really embarrassing.

Kiyoshi looked to Ryou knowing his body was betraying his words, he wasn't one for lying but he didn't want the other to worry over him. It wasn't stubborness it was pride and knew one day he would have to swallow it one day just not now. "I will, you could come with me if you like." he knew the other worried about him even though he didn't understand why.

Seeing the other flushing he went to the bathroom and began to run the bath not wanting the other to feel embarressed. Closing the door behind him before undressing as the bath was ready he turned the taps off and got in. He was in the bath for about fifteen minutes before coming out in blue pajamas and stumbled into bed.

Ryou had been thinking since Kiyoshi went for a bath, gathering his words better. "It's your personality more than anything else." He said as he stepped up to him, checking for a fever as he noticed the stumbled movements. He also wanted to say it was because he was different than everyone else at the school, but decided not to for now. He himself didn't know fully what the reason was, he just knew he liked Kiyoshi.

Kiyoshi looked up to Ryou from the bed as the other felt his head, he was boiling up but at the moment it would be hard to know if it was from the bath or not. "You've known be for less than two days all you know is I'm proud, stubborn, I like to dance and am dependant on sugar oh and unlike anyone else in this school I have to work two jobs to get by." it was a sad but true fact "I need to go and send an email to my family." He got up and stumbled to his area opening his dinky old laptop he turned it on waiting for it to boot up he sighed placing his head on his desk "Perhaps this was a mistake..." he was homesick and just plain sick but there was nothing he could do about either thing. He couldn't go home after how much his family sacrificed to get him here, at the same time he couldn't affored the sugar he needed so was worried what would happen if he needed medicine or had to go to hospital.

"Even so, I trust you a hell of a lot better than my family and the other students here." Ryou said honestly, getting up to go make something he at least could make. He came back 5 minutes later with two mugs of hot cocoa. He knew Kiyoshi was either feverish from lack of sugar or the bath. He wasn't going to take any chances. He made himself one as well because he wanted something warm and soothing. They also didn't have tea that he liked so he settled for something chocolatey.

Kiyoshi just remained how he was but hearing his space's door being opened he sat up wiping his eyes trying to make it seem as if he wasn't crying. "S-sorry Ryou, I didn't want to burden you." he held his head it he was dizzy from sitting up to quickly "So this is how a head rush dizzy spell feels." he smiled like an idiot "Thank you for taking care of me." he wanted to hide his illness, his homesickness from him but he knew in time everything would come flooding out it always did.

"No worries. It's good to have this type of treatment when you need it most." Ryou smiled but went to go sit back on the bed. He grabbed his laptop and went to check out a few things. Though mostly things Kiyoshi would be embarrassed about if he knew what Ryou was thinking while scrolling through his shopping list online for costumes and things he thought Kiyoshi would look great in. Even the skimpy ones crossed his mind a few times. He figured to leave him alone right now knowing not to help too much and make him feel worse.

Kiyoshi got around to doing his emails and started on doing some studying, he knew the nurse said he should take it easy but as it stood he already felt like a burden and felt like maybe coming here was the worst decision he could make. Sure he had to work at home to help out but this was different, the work was held at a higher standard meaning more studying and then with two jobs and trying to keep his hobbies he just breathed heavily having a bit of an anxiety attack.

Closing his eyes he tried to get his breathing under control, once it was he went back to studying to the point he actually started to dose off in front of his laptop, his brother sending him an instant message seeing how he was holding up away from everyone. Sighing he placed his head on the table unsure how really to answer that as he didn't want to lie but knew the truth may hurt them.

Ryou finished his looking once he bookmarked a few costumes Kiyoshi would actually agree on, so he thought anyway. He shut down the laptop and wandered back to the kitchen for a snack before bed. He'd eat and study at the same time, thinking it best to do that before bed to retain the useless information easier. "Did you want anything before bed? I'm thinking I want some type of snack."

By the time Ryou was finished looking over the things on the net he was out cold still with the same instant message from his brother asking him how he was getting on without any reply. He had blacked out through the high stress and the lack of sugar in his body so no reply came from his sleeping area.

(i forget if the beds were pushed together into one?)
Ryou walked over when he got no answer, knowing he possibly blacked out since he noticed Kiyoshi forgot about the cocoa mostly ass it was just about untouched and cold. He scooped him up from the desk and brought him to the bed. He knew he'd be fine with some sleep though would perk him up in the morning by forcing some sugar into his system.

((They where but he is in the room his bed came from))

Kiyoshi never even noticed that he was being moved from the room, he instinctually just curled hugging and nuzzling into Ryou a soft snore coming from his mouth, showing he was in a deep sleep. at the moment though in his sleep his mind was working on the pros and cons of staying here and what his family may think of him for quitting as they seemed so excited and even sacrificing so much just to get him there.

(ah lol oki)
Ryou tucked Kiyoshi in before going to get ready for bed himself, careful to not wake him since he always pushed himself too hard and never thought of his health until it was usually too late. As far as Ryou noticed, that was the case. He came back 10 minutes later, shutting all the lights off and turning Kiyoshi's laptop onto sleep mode and plugged it in so it wouldn't die overnight. He figured he'd want to reply to things that had been opened once he was more conscious.