I would get sick looking at all the blood, probably start to do something to stop it. >< And just cutting for not finishing it isn't what I would do. I have enough pain in my every day life to cause my self more. Also one of the reasons why I didn't finish it all before I found people to talk it out with. I couldn't find relatively safe and unpainful path. I suppose I am a coward of sorts? But what would be worse is if I survived and was left as total cripple on my mom's shoulders... ._.

Wow, really, Seth? O:

Discussing depressing stuff, how depressing.

Hello thread I am on my XL cuz mom is watching stuff on netflix on the computer. I am feeling mildly sick to my stomach :C

Well, life is not all sunshine and bunnies. >o>

I just don't get it...I don't understand what they are trying to do.

But I like sunshine anb bunnies! D8

-hugs an angora rabbit-

I don't know what my grandparents died of. They were all in their 70s, though. Except my paternal grandfather, who I think was closer to 60. But he was wounded in World War II and was never at top health afterward.

My great aunt and uncle are both in their 80s, though. They're the closest I have to grandparents, since all of mine died before I turned twelve.

And I've never told any of my friends or family that I used to think about killing myself, mostly because I knew I probably would never do it. Lmfao, it's mostly my selfishness and self-centeredness keeping me going whenever I have those thoughts, because I constantly think about how people would react, and I wouldn't be there to know for sure. Besides, I've kind of grown used to my general state of depression and self-loathing. It's working as kind of a buffer now. No matter what other people have to say to me, they probably can't do worse than what I have to say about myself.

I don't say I have had it worse than others, I think no one, as long as you don't live somewhere where war rages, can have it worse than whole world. My problems... I was kid back then, I took some things too seriously, was too meek, but it was still hard for me. I know I have lot ahead in my life, it's just that sometimes it just feels like there will be nothing good, that I am just useless like that. I have kind of gotten out of that state, but there is situations that triggers it all up again. -sighs-

I have to go now. Bye bye all.

I care about people if it's the right thing to do. I wont care if people just rant about being forced to do the dishes and stuff at home. haha

Cowardice and promising my mom is why I stopped hurting myself, after how it affected her when my grandma tried, I totally gave up on it.
Also.. Yes I have over 10k gold on menewsha, and a whoole ton of items, I had 2 completed 2k7 easter event items, and almost a full third set. the chicky on my head alone is worth like 20k there.
Nobody had the money so it was mostly partial trades :P

*rolls through a field of bunnies and sunshine*

My mom is currently breedind angora rabbits. We have one doe who is our oldest bunny and she is a total spoilt princess of a bunny. xD

She usually has free roam of the house and is allowed to go outside into our fenced yard via the dog door, and she gets carrots and other treats on an almost daily basis. Mom is planning to take her to be bred with a french angora buck tomorrow and we are excited to see the results of that breeding. -nodnod-

-gnaws on her crappy internet.-

I HAVE THREE WIFI BARS OUT OF FOUR WHY DO YOU FAIL SO HARD, INTERNET?

*tackles johnny* You can use my internetz! :'D

:B Think I'll go now.

-tries to superglue Sei's internet to her own internet in order to make them stronger.-

WHERE DO I PUT THE GLUUUE? D:

Mom usually gives Greta (the rabbit) a third of a regular sized carrot a day or one to two baby carrots. And as much timothy hay as she wants usually. Greta has never been fat, or prone to being overweight, infact she is the opposite. She is almost always feeling under weight. Except recently she has been maintaining a healthy weight.

And we have a faun netherland dwarf buck, he is adorable, but has never successfully produced babies. He has a timid personality more than a bitey one.

I've never owned rabbits. The smell alone was one reason my mom would never get any. Then there's the fact we had like..five cats.

Poor thing woulda been scared to death. Whether that's before or after they tried to eat it remains to be seen.

My neighbors had rabbits and they pretty much spent all their time eating and humping each other.

Didn't seem like desirable pets to me.

ON THE GLUETHERNET PANEL, JOHNNY! THE GLUETHERNET PANEL! :'DD

We have seven adult cats and they ignore the rabbits most of the time. It is kittens pawing at the rabbits through cage wires that are most troublesome.

I mean the cats even ignored the little 8 oz baby bunny who fell outta his cage one day, the dogs were more trouble then cuz they all wanted to play mommy! xD

-kicks my eggs around on gpx plus- i never want a full party again D=

I love bunnies, but they tend to like to... do their business on me. D:

My cats tended to kill anything brought into the house that wasn't a dog.. So they were different than yours in the sense of kill first, play later.

I never remember to check my eggs there... x.x

I bet mine are allthousands of clicks frpm hatching.

Your cats sound pretty hardcore. x.x

I keep being told our cats are so much more mmild mannered than everyone elses it's weird...

Dark: Well one of them was the mother and she was a stray that we brought home. And most of the cats were outdoor cats when they grew up. So it's not much wonder. They liked to hunt for their food.

My fourteen year old cat still hunts for her own food outside. It's amazing.

All of our cats, except one, are indoor/outdoor kitties and most of them hunt for mice, voles, and any birds they can get paws on. They just seem to understand the difference between wild prey an domesticated pets.

We even have one chicken who never goes in the coop, and while some of the cats will chase her they never actually try to hunt her.