Hehe I think there are a lot of people who agree!

Oh yes i have some on my floor right now!

I think there might be some being made upstairs right now.
AAAHHH I don't think I told you about all the junk that has been going down on my end of things. Sheesh it's retarded.

Well to sum it up kind of: Brennon broke up with me a while ago. I kept myself happy and junk by hanging out with friends and not staying alone, etc. Blah blah. Well I'm better now.
Then my best friends brother starts texting me and you know where that goes. Here's the kicker to that: Her brother was one of Brennon's friends. Was is the opperative word there. Brennon is super pissy and was giving him an ultimatum which was their friendship or me.

Hehe.

well sorry about the break up and glad to hear that you are okay now. And what is gonna go down with you and your friend's brother?????? I wonder....

not much really going down over on this end... I'm working, I am 196 pounds from the 230 I was back in April. Me and my boyfriend Stephan are almost at our one year anniversary, August 20th. Me and my friend are now working in the same store. We work together for the first time tomorrow. But that is really about it.

That's a good amount of weight lost <3 That's awsome.
Awwww, aniversary! Congrats!!
Seems like things are pretty okay for you at the moment. Yay :D

Oh and as for my best friends brother, we're pretty much together now xD
Hehe ^.^

Bump <3

awesome! are you having fun with him so far???

Yeah we're pretty much offccially dating now. He's nice and fun. Things are pretty good now.

Ugh, speaking of relationships, Brennon text me Tuesday saying he made a mistake and blah blah wanting me back. Uh lets see... no.

yea i don't know why he would think he had a chance? he knew you and his friend were going to start the relationship building.

Yeah he was saying that kind of stuff and then said: It doesn't matter though, since you have have Zack.
Right?

I was like yeah. And that even if I wasn't with Zack I wouldn't get back with him because of the way he handled things and treated me. lol.

that is good to hear! hopefully he will leave you alone. My boyfriend started texting this one girl i am very treatened by.... I just don't want to take any more chances. It seems like every guy i met always will have this other women that wins over me. and to have a girl like that in his life already makes me all nerve racked... *sigh* hopefully it was a small conversation and it is over and done with. hopefully he will still keep on loving me and not her....>>

Ah I understand that. Yeah there always ends up seeming like there is someone else to also form problems xD
Good luck hun <3

ugh thanks! I will search his phone and read his texts to see if he is doing it again... and if i find new ones, then I will talk with him about it... or if he has cleared his texts... that always makes me nervous

I check texts on ppl's phone sometimes too. I always say sorry >.>
Or I screen watch sometimes. It's just a habit like memorizing codes to cards which is bad too.

Opps xD

I don't really say sorry. I don't want to tell him he can't talk to a friend, so i asked him if he didn't mind if i read his texts. That way i see what they are talking about. I trust him not to delete random ones.

Oh yeah I ask too most of the time. I don't like people mad at me ;)

that is true.... but It was driving me crazy. I couldn't take it any more.

Which is understandable. I mean he should understand too. Sometime people like reassurance <3

i think that is why he lets me look at them. He only really has one rule and that is too not read them before he reads them, which isn't a bad rule

Yeah that seems pretty normal and nice to me ^.^

oh but his texting her is getting worse..... He was kind of flirting with her... but it wasn't direst flirting.... he was talking about a girl that he would like to become friends with...a pretty girl.... So I don't know if he meant her or some one else and she just took it the wrong way... but she still wants him and said that maybe if he become friends with that girl again and gains her whatever back that woeing her wouldn't be out of the question.... U.U SO I don't really know what to do... I want to talk to him about it but I don't want to tell him they can't be friends and He isn't good at all with serious conversations. And it seems like no matter how many times he says he won't talk to her, every few monthes she texts him and he texts back.... I wouldn't care if only she didn't want him hard core and if he didn't have a crush on her for about 2 years... maybe even more. He waited for her... just like she is waiting for him now. I just don't trust either of them... *cry*

I'm sorry, hun. There isn't much I can really say to make it better or to really help. Do what you think is right, but I understand how you feel. <3

that is all i really need to hear, is that i don't sound crazy...

I am loving your avi!

Yeah I get it. <3
I'm sure things will work out hun.

thanks! I liked what you did with the green one, so i just ahd to make something out of one of them!

I guess I will be talking about it with him thursday/friday...

Good luck! I know those convo's are rarely fun.

Bumped, and updated! Thank you Ashy!

I haven't sat down and talked with him, a lot yet, but I have said things about it.... I just need to get to know why he is talking with her again..

*lies on thread floor*

*pets hyjin* you can get through this i will be right here.

i just hope its nothing too horrible... i love life... and i still care about them

well i will cross my fingers for you and only wish the best

thanks white... i need it

I know. That is why i am doing it! If i could i would send over one of my lucky cats to you!

i like cats but sadly i cant have them in my dorm

they are little cat statues...O.O

oh i thought it was a real cat

no silly..... i have tow lucky cat statues! and if i had a cat to give away i would but i love all three of my kitties

lol that is cool

I might have killed my cat this morning O__O
/crys.

She wasn't dead when I left. What happened was she was where the engine thing starts up when you start a truck. You know where the fan is at the front? I thought she was dead, but maybe just knocked out. Then she was walking funny. I won't know till I go home I guess....