i never said abused.
they just hate me and i know it especially my mom. she hurts me constantlymentally and physically. when she found out i cut myself she chased me around with a butcher knife tring to "do it the right way" which meant deep enough to kill me. i escaped to a friends house and she threatened to call thecops. they ignore and fforget about me constantly. i can leave and they wouldnt know i wasgone and more. its hard to type on a dsi(my bf got me) they stopped buying anything for me, food, clothes, toiletries ect

and now i cant stop crying... is it bad to want them to care a little? i swear they only love my 4 brothers.. i didnt turn out "right"

no offence dude but you both sound nuts ^^:


when i turned legal i stopped getting all but dinner, that meal and a place to sleep was what i was offered, i am not sure what your issue is with getting left alone but having things dropped is really only an issue if you are underage

tch, they kept you which is a start right? my biological mother couldn't even do that much

yeah but they wont let me go to college or get a job. i try but they wont let me... they make me be the care taker of the house.

im sorry i just cant talk about this much more....its hard

it is ok sweetie, no worries, though to be honest it is good timing, i just got vertigo and i was relatively still t the time

Hey, choco. I'm liking the brown, there

the second part confused me but i think i understand what you meant....
i can really only talk about this stuff a little bit or if im upset... idk i just need to get out... if you knew my mom in rl youd understand... my friends are scared of her my bf resents her for the stuff hes witnessed ect....

>v> leave it to funky to dig the shota look

it will be ok sweetie, it will help you at least know how to be a good parent when your turn comes around

I hope I will. I want to be so different than her but everyone says that.

that you will be able or that you will be like her?

No I mean like everyone says that they will be different from their parents. Ya know?

ah, yeah >>; there is a fifty-fifty in that department for failure

Pretty much. At least mike will help me if I start acting like her. I pray I never will.

don't pray, keep a watch on yourself

That's what I meant by that. I don't actually pray its just how I say that. Lol

ah, sorry

but yeah, just don't let things 'slide' and you minimize risks

I def won't. I'm going to watch myself and mike will watch me and stuff i want to be a good mother but not too care free

>> quit lurking already

I don't lurk often ;__; And this is the only site I ever actually do

V.V i bring out your inner lurker

//rolls in and huggles the choco

It's not your fault Cho, it's the site I blame for my lurking XD

Hi Asami

why you lurk D:

hey tehre <3 c:

*is rolled and huggled* hi<3


dude, i can see why, this used to be /my/ time to get one

@Asami- I just don't like posting here at times is all, so I lurk instead ;__;

How are you?

i post too much xD its hard to understand lurkiness on a site that requires you to post to make moneyyy~

i am pretty confused now XD

potato, he is getting oj if you want nessa to wake up if not assume it is morning

Money isn't a big issue to me, so I have no qualms in not posting

Okies, Cho

what is this cryptic language you are speaking?!

edit: i like to post to post XD
i like my posting thing at 250++ makes me happy

@Asami- ;__; What?

wait what to what? XD

it's an archaic shorthand known commonly as rp chat XD

Asami, I was asking what to your cryptic language comment

>> still confused but ill go with it .-.
i guess.. lol
i wish gall would respond in our rp ;-;

just wondering what you guys are talking about XD //nosey

that post that confused you? it was me telling honey to go post

Oh, it's just for a role play on another site, pay it no mind

anywho.. in my version of your thread you hit 800 pages several posts ago xD lol we are currently on 800 pages

mine says 427

I like your avi, Cho
Green <3