yep pretty much thats all i can do...

*sighs* Well, I'll be doing much the same here shortly once I'm back from visits. Gotta find a job again.

hope u find one soon

I've got a few applications already started, just need to finish em.

yep... well my dad is doing a horrible job at helping me with finding jobs... he only finds temporary jobs... not part time or full time... of course he looks at craigslist

True....well, worst case scenario go out "on foot" and inquire about jobs at different places.

I'm so afraid of change. o_o

why are u afraid of change

I don't know. It's an irrational fear I haven't been able to shake since I can remember. Even as a kid, I had a problem with change. Mom would change the living room around and I would have a fit. I would start crying and screaming and panic around. One time I wouldn't stop until she changed the living room back to what it was. I slept that night in the living room, guarding it.

Then there was the time I wanted to change my room around. I did it. And then couldn't sleep. So about three in the morning I was changing it back the way it was. My mom had said she would help me in the morning, but I couldn't wait. I couldn't even sleep in another room and pretend it didn't happen.

Well, every person has their own quirks and their own personality. Nothing wrong with it.

Alpha; o_o You really haven't been around me when I have my fits. I don't think you want to be either. My friends didn't realize at first how bad it can get.... Then high school graduation came... I didn't have too bad of one, considering. I was very upset about the lack of band afterward. I had some adjustment issues when I had to sell the Aztek and bought my Mariner. I was a little disoriented by the sensation. Sitting in the Mariner at first was like being in an alien world. It was different and unfamiliar.

-Sighs.- It can be difficult.

That I haven't. Well......it happens and such is life is all I can say then really.

XD It is kind of funny.

-Rolls around.- I do not want to go to work on Friday.

Why not? *rolls over to bar*

-peeks into window-

Because. We've been extremely busy lately. It's been very scary.