you are nervous... just sit, relax and drink some tea dear

I guess
ill go watch some anime or something

ok do that

Thats what happened to me last night.

I hyperventilated, starting dry heaving, ended up throwing up.
And then cried so hard, threw up AGAIN.

*hugs batty*
that is horrible

Thing is, I KNOW what triggered mine.
I had actually eaten something, and completely lost it.

So badly, my sister came at me with some BS, and Zane had to hold me back from lunging at her, and beating her senseless.

My mom had made it ten times worse, by not showing any compassion what so ever...

And I haven't eaten since. So its been over 24 hours since I've actually had anything to eat.

Bats <3 *pops out from a think fog of shadows*

D: what did your sister say?

I wish you the best in overcoming your anxiety. Though I have no evidence supporting it, I am confident that you are far less ugly then you make yourself out to be. And, in the end, physical appearance is of little importance. As cheesy as it sounds, it really is what's on the "inside" that counts. It is true that some will judge you on your appearance, but there is a simple solution to this problem: Remind yourself that these people are fuckers.

Above all else, it is paramount that you remember that there are people who care about you, both near and far.

Thanks xyphlan ^^
I feel much better even though im super tired and such

Asami-chan <3 how be you today?

Nats <3

Asami;; She just made a super rude comment about my weight.
And it set me right the fuck off.

Is ze bats feeling any better? D:

Im okay ^^

Oh ono I hope things are okay now) :

Good to hear your doing okay asami-chan! ^^

Yeah ^^ just touching up the blue in my hair