*joins with* i got a torch bro -clicks rapidly- fresh batteries and everything!

I hope she is okay.

I can see in the dark so I can search the shadows.

dawwww look how cute

Sorry last night was bad.
Mom got worse.
A basic run down of what happened (I don't want to go into detail Atm)
I went on a run with my little brother and best friend
When we got home she started yelling at me and said she didn't believe I went on a run because apparently I am not capable of running (aka im too fat in her opinion to be able to run)
She said we went out to do drugs or something idk. So I tried telling her we went on a run but she was too angry ti listen.
So then I called my boyfriend to vent and my moms so psycho that she listened in on our conversation. She got upset and started yelling louder than before and kicked me out.
So I went to my best friends place to stay the night.
Then she came and hunter me down and forced me to come home.
And yeah. It wasn't pretty at all

And I mean im 20 I can go on a run if I want to
And my little brother is past the age of curfew so he can as well.
No harm at all.
But I guess she doesnt want me getting back down to my ideal weight(I gained a bit of weight ththese past two years and I want to work it off)

Shes just crazy. //sigh
if there was a diary here still id have posted about it there
I hope its ok for me to get this off my chest here

My mother is psycho like that also,
So I feel your pain.

And why would she think your doing drugs?
That's dumb.

I thinks it's okay that you vented here.

She just thinks everyone except my two oldest brothers are evil and will do everything bad or something
idk shes weird.
I hope she knows that she has completely driven us away
like me and my little brother will probably never visit them ever after we move away.

I'm sorry...
I know a little about unstable parents - mine are a bit as well.
As for myself, I'll try to be here for you if you need me.

Right?
My mom is the same.
She doesn't know she's pretty much driven me away.
But I still see her cuz if I don't she goes all psycho.

Like her and my sister get along some days and other days they don't get along at all.

And what's worse for me is that I'm my mothers favorite..

Eeps!
It is my father in my family, though the stress from his work, him, people, trauma, etc. has worn down my mother as well into a high-strung person.

I haven't see my dad in nine years.
And I don't want to see him.

my mom is nothing special so i cannot really ad in XD


but golly, poor asami, no you can post in here whenever you want. i am ok with the corral being a journal for anyone who needs it as long as they are not being slanderous to other users

Thanks choco

She always gets worse when she drinks too and she basically gets drunk every night

And I know my mom will probably go psycho if I don't visit seeing as she already does it to my brother whoosh in the navy and cant visit because of work.

That's good to know Boco.

Drinking every night isn't good at all.

Yeah.. //sigh
I told her to stop and she said
"Well maybe ill kill my liver and die"
She always says she will kill herself for attention lately. Especially when shes drunk.
But she wont get help at all.
She also flirts with a lot of guys she used to know on facebook for attention.
Shes just really needy anymore.

dude, get a new number and dont leave a forwarding adress when you go