I been alright. :3

My grandfather died.. and moms been dancing around the apartment about it xD

I started a blog and added adsense to it to see if I could make some money off of it. not working well tho =x

*hug* sorry to hear of your grandfather. :/

I've had the semester from hell and I still have to finish stuff for it and take care of things over the summer. I've moved back home to save money. But, a downfall of that is I'm 30+ min away from my friends and basically ANYTHING for looking for a job. I'm still looking for work and that's a pain in the butt when you don't drive ^^"

The night I came back home (so a week ago this past Friday), my boyfriend of almost 7 years finally proposes and I still feel bad I didn't react the way I thought I should have (I did say yes of course ^^)

So much crap from it with his drama at home and a bunch of other things. guess I can't be happy for long it seems :/

I never really knew my grandfather.. So his death didn't affect me.


OMG! Congrats! :3 And boo at drama! D:

I had a post, then my internet ate it. ^^"

Yeah, I've had family deaths that were like that.


Thanks. I'm still happy about it, even with my sister (a friend whom I grew up with) is having me do all these things to startplanning even though the wedding isn't till the fall of 2015 ^^"

Yeah, I'm just sick of all of the drama and the reasons of the drama and wish either things would change, or my boyfriend was able to move out... But for him to do that, he needs to get a new job and he's being a lazy a-hole.

xD some people plan for 3 years and things still aren't done when the time comes around xD

I hope the drama settles down

Yeah, I'll probably still be running around with my head cut off then.

Same here, but with what is going on it's either going to stop if his dad either stops being an ass, dies, or my boyfriend moves out. And none of them will happen any time soon. The third one will happen waaayyy before the first two, but it's still going to take awhile and me possibly bitching at him to get a new job and an argument.

xD never know about that dieing

Eh, I'm not one to wish death or bad things on other people (I'm peaceful and very huge into karma), it took a lot out of me and got me feeling tense when I sent him a message of how I really felt about his dad.

though, knowing how this man does not take care of his body, i see your point. though, I won't be the one wishing the bad things like that. It's bad enough my boyfriend hasn't told him and won't tell him we're engaged.

o-o why wont he tell him?

Long story short, my boyfriend hates his dad and wants nothing to do with him because of the way his dad treats him and the rest of them. Especially the way he treats my boyfriend like crap.
It's a long story ^^"

i see =o

hope he comes to his senses and moves out

Yeah... He has to get a better job first. He hasn't even tried to look for anyplace since I think March. So, now since we're engaged and I'm geting sick of his living situation, I will say something to him soon. I don't care if we get into an argument over it. Because I know one will start. He needs one for those reasons and because in oct, he loses his mom's health insurance.

Anyway, it's hot here. I hate it. :/

yea its hot here too. =( mom can't have the ac on cause of her condition ><

-flops in and noms on a mushmellow-

marshmellow be baked outside in the sunlight ouo

maybe... not here though... its raining