*Offers carrot cake* Better then carrots on any day ;)

we have carrot cake

We have eggnog too~ (I can't say it is alcohol free though...)

i was told 'no' when i asked about getting some

My sister bought it and my parents probably spiked it. I know the 'cider' in our fridge isn't cider anymore also. Very unhealthy stuff to drink if your frontal cortex isn't developed.

XD jeez, haha

But at least half the gingerbread cookies are okay! I'm pretty sure nothings terribly wrong if one drinks anything that looks like water, cause there's no Vodka in the house right now.

the house of the spiked?

Something like that XD My parents normally put lables on alcoholic items though, except around Christmas and April Fools. The house also contains a extensive wine seller that holds a lot of alcohol all year round.

well i suppose party at your house XD

Party? If you can party at my house I would be surprised. We don't have a lot of untaken floor room. Though we would have awesome music and good food that may or may not contain trace amounts of alcohol. Designated drivers may not eat or drink at this party~

And time for new friends? =D

that sounds like an awesome house....my mom did make daiquiris for my brothers 21st, which were delicious...i loooove hard cider though XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuXOao6jBoM

This song is just way too fitting

luff meh funk darlin'

*luffs on bridy* Hey~ <3

-builds a nest for funk and birdy-

*sticks poggi in the nest* mine<3

Ieeeee! Ouo XD how many times I have to tell you I am owned by Mirror gardens.

*looks around* >.> <.< >.> ....i don't see her around so.... MINE!

XD and yet another myth image comes to mind.

http://conservapedia.com/images/thum...Proserpina.jpg

http://www.bau.pt/weblog/bernini-proserpina.jpg

the attempted rape or the laurel?

No that is Persephone, the statue for Apollo and daph is different

http://www.britannica.com/blogs/wp-c...02/daphne1.jpg

ah, gotcha, ok ^^ though, i think i should finish what i am on first

What is that?

Also again I ask is honey okay?

the goat porn

she feels like she is butting in but i am trying to reassure her that she serves a different and equally important function

Lol she is not butting in, and are you sure? Because I do not want her shying away or anything like that. Also I have no problem letting her have your attention for now XD just so long as we still chat.

that is the thing, if you don't get it noone does ^^: tom is the only thing i am interested in outside of art right now

Edit: I do get it, however i am also trying to get honey to feel better. With out telling her. Telling her is not my place. At this point it also looks like the other thing you told me which is what I am worried about.

the other thing?

The one about loving to much. At this point it seems to be driving her away. I don't want to force it but there has to be a way to give her equal attention as well.

it's because she thrives in it, the obsessing, i just have not given it to her in a few days because i am building up my passion for something else and i am so close to it and i need just a little more time

Hmm I shall have to trust you because I do not know honey that well. But I must confess xD some times she makes me feel like a jealous lover. I guess this is why I like Leslie so much.

and some days i feel like james right before he steps in it ;^;

Lol -huggles-

if it makes you feel better especially after understanding the professor my jealousy is a sign of passion.

yes but like zosa i am nothing /but/ passions and it causes me so much grief and makes things so hard on those i don't even mean to affect


and the worst part is the whole while i still can't even put tom to the side for a minute even though it'd make things easier for her to take if i killed /all/ rps and not just the other five

What do you mean the other five?
And oi I am not sure I can help her weather the storm.

i mean every rp that is not tom is getting 0 love, none at all, it's so bad i stopped posting in fools because i'd rather give nothing at all than bad posts

which she understands but then there is tom which is going strong, she /knows/ tom is something else all together for me but it's prolly hard to see it, the one lone ship that can weather this maniacal storm that is me

it's hard for her to wait until i get better

which is hard for me because she is the only one who knows and feels the same way i do inside, how fucked up is that?

I suppose telling and understanding are two different things.

Alright until you get better, she seems content with talking so please try as much as you love it to limit your mention of tom.