"I wish I never applied to come to this school" he say looking back to Ryou and he truly meant it, he had a hard enough time fitting in to public school where everyone was working class, but being in a private school where everyone came from a wealthy family made it that much harder for him. At that point in time he was ready to ask his family if he could change back to a normal school, but then remembered how proud they looked and how they pulled extra hours and even worked on days they had off to give him the laptop he now owned.

Taking the tissue he wiped away the tears he had in his eyes and looked to Ryou "I want to back to the dorm and go to sleep, pretending today never happened" he sigh knowing that wasn't even a remote possibility as he had to get started on the deserts for the cafe when he got back

Ryou would be sure to try and console him in his sleep. At least that way he could. He sighed, not really wanting to hear the school rant again. It was getting old pretty fast. He was going to either have to find a way to shut him from his thoughts or to catch him off guard. He pondered if any kissing would do that. But thought maybe not. He didn't really want a black eye or something like that. "I still say we should go to the store first."

Kyoshi nodded and turned to walk back to the store, he just have to bare it, Ryou had been the only person within the student body to show him kindness and the last thing he wanted to do was isolate himself from his only friend and make it difficult to stay in the same dorm room "Sorry Ryou" he whispered taking his hand as he walked towards the store, he felt sick and dizzy but he hid it quite well he just had to concentrate and hope it would be enough to get him to the store and to the checkout without blacking out

Ryou nodded. "It's all right. Now let's get some sugary goodness." He smiled at the hand holding thing. Knowing Kyoshi probably wouldn't be doing that if he wasn't dizzy. He helped Kyoshi to the store a few blocks away. It was the closest one he could think of and it was almost like a mini super market because of it's layout.

Ryou led him in, grabbing a little basket to put their things in. "want to do a separate order or just pay for everything together and make it quicker?" He thought he'd ask since they were in the treat and sugary goodness isles.

Kyoshi allowed him to be lead to the store, he was starting to get use to the hand holding "Sugar sounds good" he say contently as they got to the store "I-ish every store around here huge?" he his voice showing wonder, he was use to stores that where small, but everything around this area seemed like a supermarket. hearing the question he bit his lip a little "I think sharing seems like a good idea "I can give you the money for what I pick up" he say with a smile, he was unsure if Ryou would allow him but he thought he would offer none the less

"All right. You can pay some but I'll pay the rest since you deserve it." Ryou said, thinking that would be the make-up for the yelling earlier. It was the least he could do. And he would allow Kyoshi to not feel babied by paying some for it. "Yeah this is more of a general store than a corner store. It has tons of goodies at a great price too." He said, filling up the basket with some Swiss chocolate variety packs and other things that could be found at corner stores.

Kyoshi followed him and smiled as he heard he could pay for some of the things that would be bought, but before he even looked at the sweets he went and collected the things he needed for the desserts he was going to be making for the cafe, getting everything he needed he then looked at the sweets and felt overwhelmed once more as some of them where imported "Ryou, what do you suggest?" he ask holding the others hand again as a form of support and strength, he only hopped that Ryou didn't mind how clingy he was being at the moment.

"hmm well you know of the maple ones. But the Swiss and Belgian chocolates are great too and come in as different variety as well. Those two are the only ones I can say I like white chocolate from as well. The others I have not tried out really. Think I'll try some of these other brands too." Ryou placed them into the basket. It was quickly filling up. He was enjoying how clingy Kyoshi was being, even if it was only for support. "they do have samples out too."

Kyoshi listened to Ryou and the sweet selections he was going through he still felt overwhelmed and didn't know what to get, as normal he was careful on how much he had to spend so it made him very choosy on what he wanted to get. Then out of the corner of his eye he seen fudge, he found he liked fudge and he knew Ryou liked it also so got a few small boxes of different kinds for them to share "I have got something" he say quietly his head going to Ryou's shoulder almost like a lover

"hmm. what did you choose? ready to go?" Ryou asked as he seen the fudge. "good choice. This is where I got the other fudge too. It's all homemade too which makes it taste really good." His face tinged a light pink as he noticed Kyoshi resting his head there.

"I chose fudge with cherry pieces" he say happily, nodding to the second question, he also picked up some fudge that had nougat and some that was plain. He had liked the taste and as it was pure sugar it was better for him for when he was on long walks or even at work. Feeling like he was going to fall forward he hugged into Ryou's arm for extra support, the two would now seem like a happy young couple

Ryou's face turned even brighter. "you okay?" He asked looking down still as red as ever. "that seems like some good choices. The skor one is quite good as well." He was beginning to wonder if Kyoshi was losing his balance on purpose or not since he'd become so much more clingy than earlier. This didn't help him stop blushing any.

Kyoshi looked up at Ryou with tired, almost dead eyes would almost seem like he had been awake for over three days "A-are you okay?" he ask noticing how Ryou's normal pale complexion now looked red "Are you hot?" he ask, he himself thought it was cold but then they where from different area's, his naiveness now showing as he couldn't see it was a blush

"yeah. I'm fine. You look like we should go pay for this soon." Ryou answered honestly. He was fine as he put his priority behind and worked on Kyoshi getting his much needed sugar. He walked them to the cashier, waiting for him to dish out what he wished to pay for. He then paid the rest. The amount bought was hopefully enough for a few weeks or so.

Kyoshi payed for the ingredients separately knowing that the money would be reimbursed by the cafe. Hearing the woman behind the counter asking if he would like help with packing he nodded knowing if he tried he'd fall over, he then turned to Ryou and gave him 30 dollars hoping it would be enough to cover a fair share of what was being bought "I-I hope it's enough Ryou" he say with a faint smile that led into a yawn, taking his bag of ingredients he moved to a seat that was near the door and waited for Ryou believing it was better to sit down than fall down. The Cashier smiled beginning to place the sweets into bags "You have a beautiful girl friend there, if you don't mind me saying so" the boy would say honestly making some light chit chat like he did with everyone that came through his till

Ryou wouldn't correct the cashier, finding it funny. If he only knew. Ryou paid for the rest, ending up with a bill of $70. He came over and helped Kyoshi up after letting him sample some of the fudge they'd bought. Once he was up and they were out the door Ryou decided to tell him about the cashier conversation. He couldn't help but blush lightly as he mentioned certain parts.