-stares choco-

So this is probably the biggest thing that's upset me that has happened.

So last night I was on fb trying to get ahold of someone for something
and one of my friends Msg me. Lets call him P. So P was apparently drunk.
He started telling me to come over and show him my goods and have sex with him
and he knows full well im in a very serious relationship and he is also in a relationship
so he keeps pestering me and im trying to be nice.
Hes like "its okay. No one will know"
Wrong. I will know. He will know.
I don't want nasty man whore peen anywhere near me. :/
im still ticked at him
I told my bf because im not hiding anything from him

//sigh
Why do guys think that girls with big breast are easy?

you live in a western society. it is generally thought that girls with large breasts are more popular, being popular makes you outgoing, being too outgoing is a sign that you are a slut. being a slut means you will have sex with anything that moves, long and short of it;

society says large breasts=slut

it is also considered to be the most important part of being a western 'man' to have sex with as many 'pretty' females as is physically possible, anything else is considered shameful or an indicator that you are a gay nymphomaniac who is exclusively a bottom and don't deserve anything but to be raped

in his drunken stupor his mind broke things down to the simplest components

pretty girl with no self-esteem>easy lay>proof that he is a great and and a man>happiness

or in an easy to understand breakdown

tits>vagina>happiness


it is really a showing of what failures we are as a 'civilized' culture. we have no understanding or respect for and of ourselves and each other and blindly do whatever we are told with no grasp of our own personal wants or feelings outside of the very tiny narrow box of pre-formed 'acceptable' reactions. virtually everything you think do and say was chosen for you before you were even born simply because you had the misfortune of being born where you were born.

granted that does not mean you ever had a choice to not be willfully ignorant of the bulk of existence despite the hyper-awareness technology allows, i missed out on several crucial points of social learning myself and in writing this i associated 'pretty' with 'big breasts' despite finding the actuality of large breasts unsettling and a little disgusting

that and as a girl you are not considered a real person, you are a thing to be ogled, horded and fucked *shrugs* welcome to irrational objectification

-rolls around the corral-

-walks in and trips over poggio-

-picks up polly and rolls with her- How are you?

I good :D you?

Im good, wondering why the dog is under the couch

Lol why is he, I'm curious xD

I have no idea, she does it when she thinks shes in trouble or she is sick. Though this time it could because of the neighbors.

x'D thanks choco
But luckily mu self esteem isn't so low that id go around sleeping with everyone just to be liked. I turned him down right from the start but he kept persisting. U.U and I kept saying no.
I don't cheat, nor do I just sleep around.

And I told my boyfriend when I could and he said "if he does it again ill have a 'talk ' with him"

//sigh
its just something that really bothered me. Ive been friends with this person since I moved here and it kind of idk.. hurts? That he would do something like this.
hes probably confusing me with my best friend(idk really if we are best friends anymore) who does that kind of stuff. But I don't do that.

I had almost forgot that people=shit.
Gotta listen to Jon lajoies" f*ck everything "more.

poor dog, what are the neighbors doing?

cossete, i thought those ears were ugly but you made them work~