D; its why I refuse stuff that would put me under ;o;

I've had to go under, I've got a heart condition...

=( *huggles* is it scary?

Not really. You're out for a while and then the next thing you know you're waking up and it's like 4 hours later.

I'd be scared ono

It's not that scary, the worst part the last time was waking up with a breathing tube...

D; oh noes! that is scary ;o;

It was less scary and more aggravating.

Although that might be because my mom had to stupidly ask me what was wrong and I just wanted to scream at her "I've got a freaking tube down my throat!"...but I couldn't because of the tube...lols...

Although we did find out that my tummy doesn't like anesthesia...

=( *huggle-clings to* dun die ever! ;o;

I won't...that I plan on at least.

And the next heart surgery I have to have, I won't be put to sleep and it's an out patient procedure, so I'll go in in the morning, and be out by the afternoon...

=( heart problems scare me..

mom keeps saying if she flatlines they aren't allowed to bring her back ;o;

It is hard on your body once you flatline, but I figure if I can live sure go ahead and revive me...

moms one friend has had lots of heart surgery and has diabities and he scared her into not wanting to live if she 'dies'

I was technically 'born' twice...and I've technically been dead before...so yeah...no big deal to me...

he kept complaining about it and it scared mom off =(

Ohs...Meh...It's major, but oh well. I'll take it one day at a time...

Thanks Neirra!

explain that to my mom x'D

It's my own philosophy...unfortunately with the one day at a time, you tend to have really bad days that make you wanna give up...

*hides away all sad like*

Why you all sad Hunny?

bc its hot outside

I'm sorries...at least it's not raining at the moment...

yep that is true

*Pounces on the Hyjin*

*pounces on the kali* kitty pile ouo

Lols. *Rolls around the floor*

Hehe ouo Kittys are fun nyan!

-sneaks in the back way-

*Pounces on the Serra*

HIYA!!! How are you tonight?

PS, you should make random appearances in the Kitty theme RP DK just made for the 10kCPC...

Doing rather well. I did something impulsive today ^^;;

And there's a kitty theme RP? Yea I probably should... :p

Ohs? What was this impulsive thing the Serra did?

YUPPERS!!!

I followed a friend to a hair removal consultation and had them do a consultation for me too...then I decided to go for it since I've been thinking about it for over a year now :p

And I saw it XD

That's awesome!

It is actually. I kept telling myself it's "too expensive" and while it IS really expensive it's also something that's important to me...so I went with the flow :3

Lols. Then it's all a great thing!

Yes it is. My face still stings though...silly sensitive skin ^^;

But it's totally worth it right.

If I really don't have to shave or pluck seriously again...it will be completely and totally worth it.