A) Who is that fucker that drove by? I need a name and a picture. God damn I need to visit soon. I'm gonna rip him a new one.

B)Your sister needs a bit of a reality check. I would never treat my own sister that way. If she wants a snack she can go get it. =/ There's no excuse to be lazy.

C) It's hard sometimes to feed picky people, I know I am a pick eater. I have an OCD about my food. But damn it, my parents do shit like that with me and it pisses me off. I don't eat some days because they can't take two minutes to think about what I'm going to eat. I'm sorry that happened and one of these days I hope pasta won't freak you out as much. I know binge feels tho'. -hugs tight- Wish I could make you something delicious.

D) Your mother. Again. You can not be that much of a child. Especially since she has TWO kids at this point. I'm sorry there's no excuse for that type of behavior, she's supposed to be an adult. =/ You're not the mom of the house, she is.

E) Take a shower. Right now. Breathe, relax. I usually meditate in the shower if I need to calm myself and need to be alone to breathe. Then come back. And chill with us. :) -loves on- And drink a cup of coffee.

<3 You can if you want. I wouldn't mind. Go shower young grasshopper!

And I'm not surprised with how much you've been doing today. I get why tho', just wish you hadn't had to freak out that much.

-is cuddled- Er...don't feel too bad about dumping that; everyone needs a shoulder to dump shit on sometimes.

Wow.......(sorry that took a bit). I really wish there was something I could do....several things I want to do, like knock a few heads together and maybe some intimidating.....

Harlotbby;; She has a legit excuse, though. I mean, she had a heartattack and CAN'T take the heat at all. And her and I have to deal with it all day, everyday, from the moment we wake up, till the moment we go to bed. She hasn't been feeling well and its scaring me a bit, cause she's been complaining of chest pains, and popping aspirin like no tomorrow.

As for my sister, I absolutely love her, but, thats just how she is. She won't even come out to get her own drinks sometimes. She just hibernates in the room, and waits to be waited on. Or comes out here, just to tell us she wants food. Don't wanna get too much into it though, cause, she actually uses Trisphee on occasion. xDD; And I don't need her tattling to mom about me being mean, and bitching about her. Then I'll get in trouble. xD;

And I'm USED to being the mom. You can ask Zane, unless mom or I do it, NOTHING GETS DONE. And lately, I've been the one doing everything, because I'm younger, and have stamina that lasts a hell of a lot longer than her. -sighs-

As far as that stupid fucking moron goes? I see him everyday, he ALWAYS drives passed me while I'm walking.

And yeah... me too. But I've been trying to portion control, especially with pasta and peanut butter. Zanes been hiding the PB though, so, I have no idea where it is. xDD; I'm craving it less and less now, which means I could probably be okay with it being out in the open. Its just carbs now, for some reason. Most likely because of all the cardio I've been doing. And I didn't feel like bugging anyone today about it, because... I bitch SO much, and freak out SO often, I don't want to lose my only support group. xD;

And YES MAAM! Going to shower RIGHT now, and then I'll be back.

Espy;; I know, I know... but some of the shit I have to vent about, isn't... what some people want to particularly hear, you know? It hurts them, just as much as it does me. I hate making people feel powerless about helping me out.

And fuck. My computer blue screened so I had to type this shit up ALL over again xDD

I don't think Alpha needs to do any intimidating. He's intimidating enough without putting effort into it >.>

Alpha;; Head knocking, HIGHLY APPRECIATED!

Wanna do it to my Uncle? He's our only ride to the grocery store, other than me and Zane biking three or so miles to go get stuff, and since its only a bike, a basket, and a backpack, we're physically unable to bring home the ESSENTIALS. Like, meats, and milk and eggs, and things like that. We're limited to what won't spoil in the Florida heat, and what will survive the trip home...

Espy + Alpha; What's up? :3

Battybby; I'm sorry she's not feeling well. And the heart attack and all that. I know the feels on the heat thing too. And I'm sure she's lovely but that doesn't mean you can behave like a child attitude wise. I'm sorry. I have medical issues with my legs and you never see me bitchin' a fit like that. And I'm only 22. I'm supposed to be in a wheel chair by 30. When bad shit happens you either become the world or become better than the world. Maybe she needs to take it easy but that doesn't mean she gets to take it out on other people. That's a personality issue that's separate. Not that I'm "ragging" on your mom. Just something to consider.

I've seen her use tris and I understand. Again I'm sure she's a lovely person too. I can understand hibernation. I spend 90% of my time in my room on my own. Sarah usually gets me water when I'm just chilling in the room or she'll go out and get McDonalds or some other fast food. But in exchange I get up sometimes and I cook full blown home made meals. I clean for her. It's a give and take. There has to be a give and take if you're gonna be a lazy butt, and I know 'cause I'm the QUEEN of lazy butts. The key is to make sure it doesn't happen all the time.

I can understand that. It's the same with me and Sarah a lot of the times. Only reason her place is ever clean is because I come through and clean it on the weekends. (Oh on that note; Sarah's mom was bitching about me. How I'm staying at her apartment all the time; which BS I only come on the weekends and I keep HER DAUGTHERS place clean for her, bitch. And I cook for her. And I'm the one that kept her in school for as long as she was there. And how she's buying booze for me; also BS I paid for the booze the past two times. We switch off. Just argh. I set up her god damn apartment. I keep her on track with her probation.) It still sucks tho'.

I'm gonna go on a few walks with you and we'll see how that goes. Or if I'm driving my own car follow that fucker and give him a damn piece of my mind. Or depending on how slow he drives take a crowbar to his tire.

Just take it slow. If you haven't already made one keep a journal or some shit where you can vent, or bitch on here. :] You've always got several ears and me. <3 (You still wanna do that work out thread thing?) :] You're already doing better than when I first started talking to you again. Slow and steady wins the race. Or at least gets you to the finishing line. Haha. And it's probably because of the cardio.

Batty needs to get a Tumblr to rant on.

it's harder to find things out since it continually scrolls down.

*makes a cinna bun just for batty to feel better*

Batty should make a tumblr indeed. Mainly so I can stalk her more 'cause I have one.

Hey Hel, not much. Need to go to bed.....

Thanks Espy...I think.....

Batty....I could. Would require me getting down to Florida first......not impossible, just would take a bit.

ROAD TRIP. :D

And then go to bed, haha. Or is there something you still need to do that's keeping you up?

Nothing that I need to do, just watching a new episode of Bleach.

Alpha, before you go to bed, you pocket dialed Zane earlier. xDD; I think you freaked him out with whatever was on the other line.

AND DAMNIT. I WANT SOMETHING PRETTY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.
-drools over her pins-

Much better.

harlotbby;; I WOULD LOVE TO GO ON WALKS WITH YOU! I mean, come on, that would be the ultimate win. Sometimes Zanes company just doesn't do me the kind of conversation I need. xD; And pft, I don't care if you're lazy. You still get off your bum and DO things. My sister? She has no ailments. No conditions. No handicap. She's very much capable of doing things for herself. And when you're in a house with a menopause-ing mother, a sister who is always on her feet, and a kind of like a brother roommate, who has work, and isn't home all the time, you need to learn to do a few things for yourself.

I just wanna knock him over the head. Seriously. I mean, to anyone else, it wouldn't be much of a bother. Just a stupid guy, screaming stupid things, and you brush it off. But when you're in MY shoes? And how I think? uh uh. No bueno, man. Just... no bueno.

Espy;; I don't even know how tumble works. xDD; I'm so behind in all that shit. I used to have a livejournal, though? And a deadjournal. GOD I MISS THAT THING. Writing things down makes me feel.. worse sometimes. Because when I'm calm, and over it, I see how much of a fricken issue all of this working out anorexia thing is... and it makes me feel horrid.

AND OH! I still wanna do the thread. I know more than a few people who would use it. But like, the writing section could be more for just us to post in, log crap, and bitch about crap like a shared journal. <3

Ummm.....I didn't call Zane. I sent him a text, but not a call. Kinda impossible to pocket dial with my phone.....

He could have SWORN you did. xD;

Maybe... maybe it was a call from someone else.