Then that's all that matters at the moment...

yep... that and i feel sick to my stomach... i can hardly eat food

That's not good Hunny...

no its not

As long as you keep chatting I'll know you're okay...

ok... but eventually im gonna get off bc im being forced to help my dad set up at a job site for tomorrow

Just go help him without complaint...in fact have a little father son bonding time and see if yoy can get him to say yes to letting you go back...

well my mom is the one in control of that...

But he might be able to help persuade her...

he wont bc he supports her

You could still try...you might be able to make a case to him...

nope there is no communication between us

I say it's worth a try...

hun he was the one who said at the start that i wasnt going back

I know, but your mom is reneging on a deal at this point...

yep which is annoying me

I know...but it's still worth a try...

what would you do if i wasnt here?

Probably lean on Kitty a WHOLE lot. I'd end up having a few break downs possibly too...

no i mean if you never meet me or i never existed

I'd probably still be having my break downs wondering what the heck was wrong with me. Thanks to you I've gained confidence in myself.

lol ok now what would you do if i stopped existing now

...I don't wanna think about that at the moment...You're starting to scare me into thinking you're suicidal...

no im just wondering what would happen if something did happen.

Why would something happen though Hunny?

And I really don't know what I would do.

idk like a freak accident... or some moron on the road

I really don't know...Honestly...I doubt it would be good, but still I've got no clue what I would do.

oh ok then

I do know it probably wouldn't be a good thing that I did. And I'd probably have to be watched closely by someone who I trust to keep me away from sharp things...

oh... well dont do that then

Then try not to die on me okays...

ok... but depression sucks

I know...that's why I'm glad you're in my life...

But you gotta try to convince her so I can have you soon...

i am trying

I know...and it seems you may have made it slightly...she's paying the parking pass...and it sounds like if you get emails tomorrow she'll pay it all...

(You could also call your professors)

nope they didnt give me a phone number

Really...that's bizarre...

no its just stupid

Well yeah, but it's also odd for a professor not to.

well idk why they dont have it up there