Maybe you'd fit in with me! We can be outcasts together! 8D

Ugh, made the mistake of napping between jobs and now I'm super groggy.

I just wanna say...
...I miss my video games, but I am loving frickin' nature right now! >83 It's like an adventure rpg, but the graphics are tip top and rooted in like, reality. <x'D

*starts to produce super fancy flags, caps and t-shirts for the outcast club*

i relate to flowey way too much. probably as a way to cope with the undiagnosed mental shenanigan(s).

Got like 3 hours of sleep
Am so tired and want to nap, but still have 1 hour of work. Plus napping just makes me super groggy and out of it so that's a bad idea anyway.

Must resist urge to buy more nail polish...
But...it's pretty and I need more holo and multichromes....

annoyed with someone in my life atm. I mentioned that girls have periods and he acted like I was being gross and inappropriate. ridiculous

Periods aren't gross. They're Satan incarnate. :)

Speaking of which, mine is over! 8} *does two fist pumps* Woot! >x3 <3

Periods aren't gross. Well, cept mine. >w>

/:} hehe, well actually ya, you're right! They can be gross too. Gross and horrible. xD
But what is your body expelling itself from multiple orphauses supposed to be if not gross and horrible? I guess it could be gentle and clean, but...nope! <x}

"Multiple"? I've been married for 13 years, and I suddenly feel like there's something I'm in the dark about.

this body's damn well lucky i can see out of my left eye. i'm sick and tired of shit stupid conjunctivitis shit i keep getting. it needs to fuck right off and into last century.

god, can we just get rid of it permanently or something. i want this body shredded.

>w>; Welllll, sometimes I have tears comin' out of my eyes, vomit nearly comin' out of my face, and hella bad news coming from my bowels. o-o It's not fun. Stay in the dark where it's safe. e~e; I'm just glad it's only temporary.

;u; with my GI/sensitive to scents/motion/food problems, I have no frickin' clue how long until I'm actually healthy. I'm trying to be good to you body...I'm trying so much, why? Why u do this to me-hee-heee?~ ;A; *gross floppy sobs* What do you want of mee?? <x'{

oof, i feel you there.

Thankfully, I don't usually have the vom issue (though it does happen occasionally) and the tears are rare, unless I'm reading/watching something sad at the time. But I definitely have bowel issues at least for the first day or two. And I definitely don't just stop peeing because it's period time.
XD

Okay, I suppose that all makes sense. XD Didn't think about that.

Woo! Time to go home and build a little bunker in the closet for my cats!
XP

had to order more of my meds via online, and can i just say that i fucking hate doing that online? christ.

The world just swayed underneath me...does this mean California missed me too?? Gawh!~ eWe <3

Yo...0-0 not to alarm anyone but...
Californians...
….
...did you feel that last night around 8???!
That was kinda crazy. The earth shook for a bit.
I live in the east hills near Los Angeles and...the ground just sorta rolled around and swayed for about 45 seconds. Turns out it was an aftershock from a 7.1 earthquake near Ridgecrest. 0-0 I felt it all the way over here. Anyone else feel it?? And you okay?

day 237873
still can't run DST on this particular computer because steam's api is up the creek.

also, hi, i've been playing a lot of maplestory 2. i'm gay for schatten. what else is new.

maple1 will forever hold a special place in my heart

trying to get back into mmo's but the younger generation is pwning my a$$. these r real regressive hours. is this my limit. have i reached the ceiling of adulthood

Yup southern CA is getting reckt by earthquakes. ;u; I'm in central though so I didn't feel them.

Did I hear Maplestory 2????

I wish I could push myself to art rn, I have so many ideas, but my hands.......They have other plans.

Oof I found a really good dress for Merida's epilogue dress and when I can I'll buy it. *u*

Also why am I ready for fall/Halloween already but also want to enjoy summer </3

yeah, you heard maplestory 2, somewhere, franc.
mmmmm grinding is painful.

I haven't touched maplestory 2 in a while. ;u;

i keep burning out on it bc when you get to the later part of the game, you have to constantly run through hard dungeons + do the chaos raids when you can.
it sucks. there's no other way to upgrade your gear, and peachy, while she got revamped a while back and now you have to get even more gear for a CERTAIN chance at upgrading your gear, is only vaguely viable 11+ and up.

also i found three browser modifiers on this computer.
not happy about it. something's also rinsing the fuck out of the CPU Usage and thus my CPU usage keeps spiking for no apparent reason, but i can't figure it out and it's a pain in the arse.

yeehaw.

I just recently revisited the game after a few months. I'm so out of practice, my poor zerk is useless in my hands. :')

I started a Runeblade for fun, but I wanna practice on my zerk more, I miss being untouchable.

I gotta remind myself to not only drink water periodically, yes

but to breathe??
<x{ Don't I already breathe without needing to think about it?? Why body?! Why lungs?? Why do I have to remind you to work??? >x{ like, huuuh??? you're stopping?? Wassgoin' onnn?

Eh, I find myself forgetting to breathe from time to time as well. Your body will remind you as necessary.

Don't be like Patrick who stops breathing on Opposite Day. xux

mmmm, cpu usage keeps spiking on this computer. makes me nervous for the future.

Since I already posted "today" on the daily awful, I'm just gonna hoarsely scream into the void about how I'm so sick that my whole body aches. I thought this was hay fever wtf

Anyway hello

omg, I am so tired and dead inside rn. XP
Hi burnout from working way too much, yet still needing more hours for more money so I can actually afford groceries beyond ramen and teriyaki sauce, so instead of saying "no, I need at least 1 day off for my mental health", I just suck it up and work every day.

I feel you, Kaderin. I've been in that position plenty of times. x.x I might be in it right now. My productivity has been shot from being so fatigued.

I was about to say that realistically, I'm not even working THAT many hours, but I did the math and between the 2 jobs, I'm at an approximate total of 52 hours this week. (More if you include all the walking to get to and from work... xP) Possibly more if I have to do any rental setup for anything.
Which still may not be THAT much compared to some people's hours, but it's still exhausting. Especially since neither job pays that much and the one is just very mentally draining in a very soul-sucking dead-end kind of way.
Would love to find better job, but finding one that I wouldn't find equally soul-crushing and that would give me enough hours and better pay is nearly impossible here.