No. You are Batty! Not disposable!
Whichever, or Whatever Bastard told you that needs to have a brain transplant.
You're VERY VERY important.

xD;

No one said anything about it, Luna Love!

Its just from the way people treat me, I feel like I am.

Then they need to be punched in the face. I've had enough of that treatment done to me for the whole world.
Whoever they are, you need to tell them that they are acting in a way that isn't fair to you, and that they need to stop it!

-counts down on her fingers and toes-

Thats a LOT of people. xDD; Ehh, I shouldn't be doing this anyway.
Its stupid. I'm USED to having my heart kind of smash into a million pieces.
I honestly don't think I really have one to break anymore. I guess its just residual pain.

Nya...the Batty I know is wonderful though. I wish people wouldn't treat you in a way to make you feel disposable ><

You need a leaf blower, orange juice, gasoline, and a lighter!

So do I, trust me.

I'm slowly just... I don't even know. A lot of shit has gone down in the last five/six months. And I don't even know who the hell I am anymore, who the hell I can trust, and if anyones word is actually genuine.

Its bad enough to make a girl want to just give up on a lot of things, despite being told she's strong, and can move passed shit.

Then what you need to do is do something odd... something spontanious and very much not what you would do.

-giggles-

That could be A LOT of things, Miss Luna! -snickers-

Well Batty, all I can say is that when I'm available, I'm here to listen. I'm certain many people on Tris would say the same.

-huggles the Batty-

Edits: Haha, Luna's suggestion is really good I think :p

Thas how I get out a really bad funks. Doing something odd and opposite of what you normally do shows you the world in a different light, and helps you grow. Perhaps it'll help you to meet people who know how to treat you, and you could become friends.

I wish it were as simple as that, though its definitely not.

At this point, I trust very little in people. I give my all, I throw myself out there, and well.. CRUSSSSSSH.

*clings on the batters*

-nuzzles on the Lauv-

did you get my PM a few days back?
That I'm not able to ship tobacco internationally?

-pouts-

Yeah, I was really busy though, and couldn't reply.
I'll just have to get em' online. -lepout-