So. Apparently me and Sarah are at an impasse. I think this just might break us. Wow. Didn't think there was anything that could but I am so fucking angry right now.

We've had some bad things happen, like, super super bad. Things I can't ever talk about between us and to us. And no matter it's always kinda been.... well we're upset, mad and everythings wrong but at the end of the day we still love and care and we'll get over it. Don't think I can this time.

Pictures coming when I can upload them but holy fuck I'm a good cook.

Helsinki should cook for me then >_>

Honestly it's just about getting back in the groove. I cooked a lot as a kid and quit because of depression, funny thing is that now it's one of the few things that cheers me up anymore. Doing things from scratch. I fucking loved my home made meatballs. I have to get my link cord to transfer the photos and for some reason the pics from my phone of my rubarb pie still won't send to e-mail.


Tonight I boiled rice, baked some chicken nuggets crispy and then made this... chicken gravy base sauce that I added a shit of seasonings to and a dash of the leftover sauce I made last night and some steak spices for a kick. Oh, and I melted some swiss cheese into the rice and it's shockingly phenomenal.

edit I let Sarah take most of the food I cooked last night to work to eat (the home made meatballs, fried rice and potatoes with onion and a dash of egg to soften it up and a butter and egg glazing on the meatballs to give it that nice shine and crisp at the top and a modification on the american understanding of "swedish meatball" sauce. Like I bought a spice packet to start with and it was awful, so I just made my own sauce out of it. Creamy with a bit of a kick, not too much tho' 'cause my mouth swells up) and she had workers doubling back to ask her what the hell she was eating because it smelled delicious.

I wish I could cook like that.

Yayy! Angry night for all!

In other news, I'm downloading supernatural season one. xD;
I have.. seven seasons of catch up to play. Lmao.

Oh that isn't so bad. >_<

Mom and I have pretty much run out of shit to watch.

I figured we'd pick up where we left off in season one. xD;

Nexxxxyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

Nothing much, freaking starving, a bit pissed off, and sick. xD;
Its been a lovely day. Hows about you?

-sneaks in and pokes Nexy- HA!