-doesn't know how to react to that- o _ o;

... I'm doing well. How are you?

u.u because maybe I still hope it will help.
But its not really the site that makes it worse really

Oh look who's trying to get all logical on me. :P

So what your saying is I'm going to hell?

Harlotbby;; No. xD At least, not that I KNOW of. Lmfao.
I just get general feelings.

Hahahahahahahahahahaha! I'm doing well I'm friend.

Batty; I can roll with that. <3 Battybby does have a good head on her shoulders. (Wouldn't it be awesome tho'? o.o )

Kiddo; Wait what.... when was that a part of the equation? xD

-sings alongside Ulti-

HECKS YEAH! <333

I even did this swooshy swooshy hair thing earlier.

harlotbby;;
I sure as hell HOPE so. xDD;
I mean, he seems the type of person who likes deep girls, not the floozy bitches he brings on the show as bait. =P

Haha, I haven't actually seen a lot of girls on the show. Other than the few fan events he's done or other paranormal investigators. xD

I wonder if there's anything convention like you could see him, or them at. I think it'd be awesome. I feel like they'd be amazing to get drunk with. xD

Asami is actually feeling a bit better.. but yeah I'm trying... :/
its hard to try though... but I am..

Trying isn't supposed to be easy. :3 Most things worth anything in life aren't easy; being alive included. I don't think that word would exist otherwise. Just take it a step at a time, no matter what else is going on in your life you can always boil it down to one bottom line. "If I wake up tommorow. That's another chance." There's no shame in day by day to get by until you can really stand up again.

Well you said doing stuff for others and being nice is better then doing something for your self. Witch kinda sounds like I'm going to hell.

I know.. this house is full of bad energy so it doesn't help that I'm stuck in it all day all night.. forever @-@

Asa; It gets better. Not nesc. easier, but it gets better when you get out. I'm about to have to go back into that type of environment but if I can hold out then you can too.

Kiddo; o.O I think you missed a few steps in my logic thing. Technically I AM doing it for myself in a weird pesudo; you know what fuck it. I'm a few drinks in it is not complicated explanation time. xD

I'm sorry hels
I just want to leave... so badly

Honestly what helped me? Little things. The smallest damn things. Like.... fresh sheets. Or the few days I could get away with opening a window (if my parents weren't home which one of them usually was) and the way that the air would smell. A good fanfiction or a series that I could watch every day. You just gotta get yourself a small slice of something that you want to experience again. Those are the things that keep you going. The little things. The big world could care less, it's the little things that matter.