Well... im sorry he ruined it for you..

But... isn't it worth it? to feel that way? To be happy?
Instead of constant misery...
I think its worth it. you're putting yourself in anothers hands.
You're trusting them with your love. Some people aren't worth it
But don't give up. Its just means that person wasn't the one

But then again, who am I to tell you these things?
Even though I barely know you I want you to be happy.

I have no interest anymore in dating, or getting married, never wanted children...I don't even have an interest in trying to make new friends...especially after what one person said...but he happened after I didn't care about making new friends so yeah -shrugs-

poor yuu, it is a life outside that of our species' default desires, well can you find happiness in solitude?

I am curious what did he say?

): but you never know if someone will change your life for the better...

My life was recently changed by a person id never thought id be friends with
Im so glad we became friends
and im slowly starting to regard him as a best friend. Because I talk to him everyday about everything. I can tell him things ive never told anyone before ever. Ect

I mean... its all about risks and taking chances
But if you don't want that's okay. Im sorry for talking about it like crazy then haha

*le slides in*
can I join in?

Owo lauv! //huggles
hows you tonight?

I don't really find happiness this way...just less misery really.

Okay I must tell the story.

I am one of those people that if I have nothing to say, I tend to say nothing...which is why I lurk a lot on websites. I have nothing to say. So he was complaining that he has to starts convos and all and blah blah blah. Well, I have nothing to start them with, so I don't start them (because the hi whats up -answer- conversation pisses me off...cause it's over so quickly) and he's like I don't need any part time friends (This was after I'd only seen him twice) and all this other crap. The second he said part time friends...that was the end of it. I may not have anything to say, but I am there. I may not be very useful or anything, but I can be there and listen at least.

Some people are born as listeners.
Its sad that he couldn't understand that though...

what are you guys talking about? o3o

*reads back a few pages*

I know. He was a cool guy until he went that route. He also played the victim, or tried to while my cousin was over. At this point I had seen him twice-once for a short period at my friend's wedding...and one time when he came over. I knew him for like a month. And I'm one of those people, I'm okay with being alone quite a bit and not talking to anyone...I think he was the clingy type which is essentially the opposite of me and it didn't work well obviously.

Lots of things xD reading back might help but its lots of long posts

Edit:

I dislike when people play the victim when they are at fault :/
He sounds like someone who you should def just avoid
its for the best that you're not in contact with him then

But sometimes opposites attract

oh sweetie, unless your attractions are founded on wanting to get **** in the **** you would have them anyway, there is no escaping the human condition *cuddles*

Well, the people that are like me, such as the ex that cheated on me...ended badly. Then there is the opposite which didn't even get to the friend point. I don't think I could date anyone who was clingy. I would kill them. I have that feeling.

-confused by choco-