Helsinki; I got lost where I normally drive. I could not place myself. Mom had to passenger-seat drive.

Feel like I could throw up..

thats why people talk to me too
xD

"I never open up to anyone..." then we talk some more and it ends with "WTF you bitch."

then I'll get a random message sometime later... "I need help."
'but i'm a bitch'
"But you're the only one that will tell it to me like it really is... and I really need someone like that..."

its so funny.
I don't judge. I don't lie.
I don't care.
wish is the part that scares people.
unless its something harmful... i. don't. care.
So I'll tell people the truth.
and even when it is harmful. I'll tell them the truth. and then try to fix the problem.

like if one of my friends was in an abusive relationship.
I tell them so. I break them up.
and I show the other person what its like to be abused.
[as long as I'm within a certain distance, and if I'm not I have a list in my head]

theres no reason for people to be that way.




Also;

HI everyone,

hope you feel better pocket.





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Lio; Wow. Your brain is frazzled. I hope things are all right.

Pockie; Just nausea? Eat something salty. Crackers are the best for that. DO NOT DRINK WATER. It's too light and fills your stomach and fill just make you sick. Neutral foods are the best, and eat them slowly. If you're gonna drink anything drink juice with some weight and drink it slowly.

Mizzie; I swear we're almost twins. xD lol

And omg I have such a rant prepared on that. It has to do with my ex-roommate and her sort of abusive boyfriend tho' she abused him more and just GAH. Like I know that story front to back.

Just lordy. Some people.

This is day 3 of feeling this way...plus some other things..

Helsinki; Me too. Right now I'm thinking sleep is a must.

Hels, its like this pic i've been seeing on my FB recently.
"real men don't hit women they hit the men that do"
or something close to that.

there is no reason for abuse. ever.
really there should be jail time for anyone that abuses anyone else.
but normally people just get away with it unless someone dies.
=.=

Pockie; Three days? Unless I have more details I'm afraid I have no advice for you. ): Hope you feel better tho'.

Lio; Well, we'll miss you but you take care of yourself first. Not like we're going anywhere. :3

Mizzy; I agree. There's an awesome campaign... My Strength Is Not For Hurting ; that I reblogged on my tumblr.

Tho', I will say this. You never hit a lady, but you can hit a woman. If some girl takes a swing at you and you are in danger you are fully in the right to take a swing back. Just 'cause you happen to have a dick doesn't mean you get lost the right to defend yourself. I'm tired of seeing men in the ICU because they wouldn't take a swing back at a crazy ho.

Helsinki; I am not going anywhere just yet. I'm just gonna sit here.

truth~

if she hits you first and your in danger. hit the ho back

Helsinki~ I have odd muscle spasms, feeling sick only in the morning or evening, dizziness, feet were swollen last night.

Lio; sounds like you need sleep.

Pocket; I hope you feel better

Mize; what we talking about?

kid; o_o yeah I do. I just don't feel like it.

Kiddo; Abuse between people, especially relationships. Towards the end men having the right to defend themselves against a female attacker.

Lio; Look up some random videos or waste time on tumblr. That usually helps a frazzled brain.

Pockie; Is that usual for you? It sounds like you have a suspected cause in mind for what's happening?

Mizzie; Hell yeah. -high fives for awesome opinions- Most of my male friends are always shocked when that comes up and that's what I say since most of the girls are like "Fuck you, pay for my shit, pull out my chair, open the doors, BUT I won't do jack shit for you and if I decide to throw a plate at you, you can't try and stop me because I have a vagina and that's abuse." Like effin' ay. It's why I have issues with radical feminists. I've gotten into a few too many arguments with them about their stupid man hate than I care for.

hels and i were in the middle of an abuse discussion.
but i think that was all that needed to be send
^^;


"Fuck you, pay for my shit, pull out my chair, open the doors, BUT I won't do jack shit for you and if I decide to throw a plate at you, you can't try and stop me because I have a vagina and that's abuse."

I slap any girl that says that... normally...
because somewhere in there theres normally a comment about "Equal Rights" to.

yet when girls like that talk... they don't want equal rights. they want everything handed to them.
=.=