*pokes batty coughing* what I DONT COUNT KNOW =P


I SEE A CRYSTALLYN *drags in*

Mizzie; plz do. Lol. This place makes me hate myself hardcore. xD

>///////./////< Oh hush. Little sweet talker you. Making me feel all awesome about myself.

I don't even need that one perfect one, I can wait for him (already lost Jon so, I'll just be grateful to get anything like that now), I just want someone decent. They don't have to be my one and only, lord I'm only (22 almost now) so I know I'm not gonna find THE one anytime soon, I'd just like a few awesome things along the way instead of, well, the shit I'm stuck with.

Shes fucking right though, Harlotbby.
I already told you, I'd steal you if I could.
ACTUALLY, I THINK I WILL..

Honestly, I have a hard time keeping online friends around.
They either get bored of me, or some other such shit, and I just dont keep in contact.

I'VE KNOWN YOU NOW FOR LIKE, SIX YEARS.
Believe Mizzy when she says you're one hell of amazing chick.

Obbie;; BUT YOU DONT LIVE IN FLORIDA! xDD;

so make your standards higher?
o.o;

-is not sure how to help-

I can barely TALK to guys...
just ask obbie... I'm super shy
and that makes me come off as cold most of the time...

and even when I think someone is cute... I don't normally act on that...
its hard to believe that I'm even sorta kinda flirting with tony.
yea sure, I've been going to dennys on and off for the year and a half i've lived here...
but I barely know him... and until I actually know someone its hard for me to open up and get past the shyness thing...

soo my advice... may not count for anything...

You and I are total opposites, babe. xD;
I'm extremely outgoing and all "HAY THERE!!!"

I've met some amazing bands that way.
Even had Dro, from Deadstar Assembly, sign mah titty <3333

Oh noes... I've been found. XD Herro everyone.

@batty touche >< if only i could fly. xD Boobie signage lol

@crys oh my gosh i love you avi

Obbie, I meant like.. guys here don't.. like me at all.
No matter how hard I've tried, I've never gotten passed friendship.
Because I'm a guys guy, which makes me not female to them.

-points to chest- last time I checked, I was A GIRL. xDD;

Its always either that, or, I've been asked out, just so they can be all "GOTCHA!" and then proceed to make fun of me for actually believing it.

I know. we're "young"
but like...
-shrugs trying to find the words-

the way i am
I'm looking for something more then a story...
because I can't honestly say how much longer I'll be around.
Honestly none of us can.
and thats hard for most people to think about or talk about.
but its true.
and I'd rather spend my time with people that matter and treat me well
then with people that just want to play games and leave me like I'm nothing.

the 'goal' isn't to find "the one" its to find someone that makes you feel like no one else can. The person that takes your breathe away just by looking at you. The person that no matter how often they see you they still check you out when you enter the room, or smirk in that small way that shows you what they are thinking. [or whatever]

The person that will be there. Always. in the good and the bad. Someone that will always want to take you out. Just to show you off. It didn't matter where. or what you did. Just walking around or going out for a bite.

someone that WANTS to claim you in front of the world.

maybe it won't last forever.

but they would treat you right
and give you the time of your life.

who can honestly want more then that?

Obbie: D'aww thankies. o wo It's the first avi I've made in a while that I like when I hit the save button. It's all because of the Rainbow Rave you gave me. > w< Made it perfect. You're avi is quite... fierce. * w* And fluffy.

I love the hair combo <333

-le deep sigh- Just had myself a little cuddle fest with my stuffed animals and tortured myself by going through some of Jon's message history.

[/ looking through posts in thread and responding in next post]

*noms on battys hair* tastes like dreams

Dreams? xDD;

LIKE, FLUFFY CLOUDY MARSHMALLOW ONES?!?!?!

I really want to use the new hair, but I don't have the colors to. ; w;

@batty YUSH THOSE ONES