yep my bed is comfy and warm
:s-smile:

Hehe I might have to go in a bit ono //hugs

awww your leaving us?

awww... and i just got on

yeah and you missed her

but i still have you and yuu? also i think i have actually broken this body, i don't recover from anything anymore, i am not healing hardly at all(weeks instead of days) i can't sleep right or think right and i keep having to take pills just to survive my days and sleep no longer offers me any rest

awww that is not good choco

no, no it is not. and all i have to show for it is a job that makes me physically ill and a car

yeah... u should see a doctor

they just keep giving me pills, painkillers and muscle-relaxants

well they are no help

no, the only sage advice i am given, and this is the same advice i have been given for two years, is not to push myself too hard and get rest. i cannot do that without someone supporting me fully

yeah that is true... hmmm idk what to tell you then

tell me what i keep telling myself and hope i listen. don't kill yourself over money.

i miss the journal for this reason, i could make a big 'ol 50au post and know noone will be upset or offended and i can get relief in at least confessing

yeah what happened to it?

it got shut down