Yeah, I rarely blow my top too. :/ I passively resort to being sad instead most of the time. <:/ Tends to work more, than getting mad does, at least for me.

Typically I get to release all my discarded fury in dreams of mine. <x'} And ehhhh, THAT much anger can of course lead to some crazy ass dreams. O-O; Which I'll only describe as being labeled crimes of passion and/or purely homicidal in nature.

well i AM a pervert so maybe you have a point x''D

i wanna see a fuzzy caterpillar angrily stamp it's feet

:/ It's very hard to piss me off. Either way, I'll make ya feel bad or entertained or both.

i'm not that mean. i can only irk things that are at least calf-high

kinda bored and winter's feast for DST has started, so i may need to start hosting servers more tbh.

I also cry when angry, so I can never get >:( angry only :''''( angry

why not try >:'''''< ?

Calf high caterpillar would be mildly terrifying...

i'm not sure why you'd want a calf-high caterpillar, but a fucking huge moth or butterfly as a steed? hell yeah.

You would get covered in their wing powder stuff. (Edit: scales, their scales)

:c If someone makes me angry cry, they'd better have a loving apologetic hug at the ready, or I might just run away...straight to the nearest graveyard. -n- Because it excuses my tears, <-<; and no one's gonna mind..

Hiding your tears by burying the person that mad you angry in the graveyard. Very hardcore.

Stab them. Use the tears to wash away the blood.

I was thinking bury alive, but stabbing is always an option, though a messy one.

Irl I'm too soft and plushie to do such a thing.~ ;.;

But in my dreams..., holy hell, +_+;
once I stabbed 90 times, each with a new knife or utensil or shard of glass or nail, and then had the head guillotined slowly and bloodily with a rusty shovel before smashing it in, then having the entirety of the body is minced up to a pulp with a giant rotary lawnmower.

I may have waaaaaaaay too much rage bottled up. e-e;;; Eyhhhh, so I think I'll stick with hiding in a crypt. ^~^;

I've had dreams involving firearms since I was a kid. No clue why.

Stabbing doesn't have to be messy. Take a long enough blade, and you can hit the right parts without cutting through an artery.

You could be the most awful, abusive and terrible person to me...
And I would never ever fight you or hit you. If anything, I might cry about it in private and I might get passive aggressive and talk shit about you (while not revealing who you are, ofc) to my friends or someone who's an outsider of the situation.

BUT.

In my dreams, I'm a badass. You so much as look at me cross and I'll bitchslap you so hard.

I wish my dream self could come out sometimes.
There's been many times where people have treated me poorly, some even abuse me and I just sit there and cry because I'm weak ;u;

won't come out by itself; you need to actively let it out

There is a big difference between actually jumping to spontaneous violence and slowly easing yourself into self-advocacy. You can learn to Stan up for yourself without having to slap people. It is a hard process, but I think with practice you could get there someday.

ene; I do the same.
But I think I can stand up for myself better, >~>;
even if it looks like weepy anxiety and bitchiness.
<:] It's self-advocacy if you've defended yourself from further outside hurt.
<:/ Unfortunatley it can do nothing against inside hurt, self-inflicted or lingering. That's why sometimes it's hard to stand up I think, <:c buhcuz you feel you'll be hurt either way.

Still, >3>; I sometimes wish I could get away with smackin' some flippin' people in the face for their insolence. A slap is gentle compared to my rage dream's actions. <x'}

We are always learning how to best live our lives. Even talking about it is a step in the right direction.

:] I like that you can take steps in the right direction, even if you just float or wiggle around. ^~^;

A squirm in the right direction is still better than no squirming at all. If you don't have the energy to squirm, at least think about it a bit.

inb4 carpal tunnel.

aka: my hand hurts.

ah. <x'} Was recently just squirming in embarrassing hilarity at the steamy Ky-Hux fan fic cooked up by an AI. <x'///D

Void, do you do hand/wrist stretches?

M'Skelly, you're a pervert!

<x{ Hey, that's not fair! My rare sexual behaviors are perfectly normal and acceptable!

-U- Besides, I wasn't readin' for the blushes. Only curious to see what the flippin' flip the AI could come up with to make me both gasp in shock and laugh my head right off my spine. <x'D Because half the dialogue is implied, and the other half is so ridiculously out of place, ahahahaha!

unfortunately not often enough.

You should set a timer and do them throughout the day. I know it is a pain, but try it and see if it helps.

I wasn't shaming you. I was updating you on your progress. See, I am a provert. So good at it I am basically a professional.

:] Ah. Progress is good! ehhh, although I'm more of a fluffy goof at heart than a provert. <x}
I'm nowhere near pro status haha. <xD *fans a professional Mekatra*

Since I have gotten paid for writing smut I feel like I earned my title. xD

I am gonna try to build a dice towers and dice jail for a friend tonight. Wish me luck.

Woah! 8O People get PAID for that?! That's insane!
You certainly have earned it then. <x'D

I'd wish you luck, <:} but, I left it back at Disneyland,
and now look at them! O-O; Oops. What a MOUSEstrosity. <X'D Aaaaaaaa?!
Haha, nah for reals good luck! ^-^

the entire erotica subset of fiction is at your doorstep. /j

8[ *sweeps doorstep* Notanymorrrre! 8o

regrettably, i don't write erotica.

o-o;? wwwwweren't we talkin' about something else before all the pervy stuff? what was it? working towards moving towards a healthier path? <x]

probably.

:/ I don't remember.

*beeps, wishing I could be a tiny robot*