| Helsinki Harlot |
05-19-2012 07:59 PM |
Asa; It's all right. I've got at least until Monday to pretend I'm not gonna have to deal with that. Who knows, maybe it'll end up being a little better than that but I highly doubt it. That's just not how my family works and I know I don't have any friends atm capable of taking me in so if my dad flips shit where I'm gonna live is gonna be a bit of a tough cookie.
Batty; <3 -clings tight- I know. And at the moment it's just my grades and the whole, kinda got suspended for the fall semester unless I take summer classes, which that is all manageable I can do that. Even with all of the loan payments starting now, I can work around that, I know a few people I can make sure I make the payments even if I can't get a legit job right away. I can find work.
But my dad... he's... I don't know how to describe it. All I have to do is slightly not do something according to his plan or make him mad or a little dissapointed and it's immediate punishment and threat to ostracize me from the family. He's tried it a few times. My dad's threatened to kick me out for less and I've been punished for less with shit just as harsh. Now I just have to pray that other shit doesn't come out right now.
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