i went all the way to college, found out there were no classes being held, then came all the way back home.

-_-

my rapist from 20 years ago went to jail on saturday.
i don't know how to feel about it

Woah :0 20 years too late but heck x_X Least they're finally rotting in prison?

excessively vague shout into the void, but i'm gonna start planning out that damn zine tbh.

I consumed a blueberry incorrectly and it resulted in me trying to cough the blueberry back up, but my dumb ass swallowed that berry down and kept coughing for a good 5 minutes, unable to speak again or clear my throat for about 10 minutes. O-<; Had to put the blueberries back in the fridge. :( Drank a bunch of water. How the heck did I forget to eat correctly??? XD

That reminds me, I have blueberries that have been in the freezer from when I picked them last year. ;n;

Ugh. Had to buy new shoes online because no one in town had any I liked/wanted in the right size at an affordable price. But thankfully, I did get to try on the shoes I am buying in a store, but just the normal width and I need wide shoes because I have big paddle feet. XP
So at least I know that they should fit okay.

the cottage cheese has been in the fridge too long and,,, i gotta clean it out...

Would be cool to figure out why I keep getting leg cramps even when keeping on top of my hydration and electrolytes.

Tired... trying to use brain xux

i have some thinking to do about my grad school thesis. more precisely, i have to think about my supervisor because... one of the profs might be a wolf in sheep's clothing but she also has an overlapping research area with what i want to do with my thesis. and none of the other profs have that. if i go supervisor shopping for another prof she'll hear about it because they all talk. sigh,,, why do universities have drama and politics and whatnot. this is one of the reasons i'm never gonna go into academia and have my fingers crossed for a future publishing job.

percival now has an aesthetic for apocalyptic things.

at the end of everything, hold on to anything, he guesses.

My mom's shower door scared the sh*t out of me. I woke up in the early morning hours to a frickin' heavy explosion sound. OnO; I didn't know what it was at first and was scared my grandma fell again, but there wasn't much commotion after that, and she asked us what that loud noise was. So she was fine. <:/

>:/ But my mom's glass shower door was NOT! 8{ Turns out it just spontaneously SHATTERED, and glass was AAAAALL over the bathroom floor, along with the metal bar handle. 8C Glass bits falling continued for about 10 minutes afterwards, and I tried going back to sleep, after that jolting me awake. >~>; But I had to text my mom what happened. >.>; I have no idea what caused it, but I've heard about this sort of thing before with glass shower doors.
:/ It's not uncommon to happen actually, and there's plenty of theories as to why exploding glass shower doors spontaneously just shatter. But I was kind of worried it would happen in the back of my mind, as I actually never expected it to happen. 0-0; I kinda wish it was just a result of someone's psychic powers of telekinesis in this house, but, =_= it's wishful thinking. If it's anything paranormal it's probably the fault of a ghost and not me, suddenly gaining a super power of the mind.

;n; </3 Man...now I gotta shower in the other bathroom, with no windows in it..

it's probably the steam from the shower or smth.

Could have been, as two people used the shower yesterday..
8/ It was fucking LOUD though, and out of nowhere in the middle of the night! I thought a fridge just dropped out of the sky and landed in the middle of the street!

I really want to see Onward again. The movie hit me in the heart so much with everything that happened last month and it's one of my favorites now. ;u;