Cho all I have to say is I do not eat that much process foods and I am in horrible shape. It is mostly because my mother cooks meat and when she cooks it she adds salt because smoking has killed her taste buds. When I do eat junk food I try to eat them smartly, I have added fresh vegis to my ramen and cut down on sugar and yet I am still in the state I am in.I buy dark chocolate when I need chocolate. My problem is I also do not exercise.

I know, but part of it is due to preservation (which is to provide cheaper food) and other stuff.

For me, I'm an utter bitch when I get too hungry, so I prefer eating something over everyone wanting to kill me due to bitchiness. Which I can get that way through other means too, but hunger is the worst.

Though I don't get as bad as I used to (AKA I don't always get that way)

sweetie, you have told me what you eat, you eat like i do which is not that good though in your defense you have a shit-tonne of medical predispositions that do not help you

and i just glut on dairy like an addict XD

Eating healthy can't always beat out genetics. Plain and simple.

true but it is like taking care of a building, while you cant really expect to start with a shining bright strong thing you /can/ try and not beat the walls down


thoooouuugh honey just said i am geting argumentative so i'mma change the subject XD


so who here has a gaia account they still use?

I am just angry and grumpy and hungry and probably should go to sleep since I have to open tomorrow.

I have a gaia. I don't do anything on it. Just roleplaying which is about as dead as all the other websites for me. Though I think I may know why.

boo ;___; ya'll all died

I don't have anything to say D: Or add D:

Like always .-.

Sorry Cho I have to open to day >.> and I am no where near close to getting ready.

dude, that is fine. you said hi which makes me happy<3

So since the dear Diary thread is closed can I vent here? If I cant then I will erase it later.

So Dear October you officially suck for:
Being sick, being a woman, having medical issues, having my parents being married this month, for my dad having to go to two funerals in one week, not to mention one two weeks ago. For the words, this is the anniversary of the day I got shot, having to even exist in my family. and Fucking spiders.

I would never ever get married this month since so much shit happens. And now all I want to do is scan some drawings I made but instead I am watching my computer reboot its self after standing on my leg for six hours and spending more money I didn't really have. I thought if I didn't use the computer on the net it would be find but no, me technology = inevitable screw up. Thank the heavens for Mirror, and cookies. <3 and faja's who some times listen and even when they don't show it can pay for medical expenses.

poor dear and yeah, you can vent here any time you'd like<3 i don't approve of the journal being shut down

Hello Hello xD perfect timing as always.
I can see how it presents a problem if people abuse it. but really I only go to vent about my personal life when I know there is nothing else any one can say or do and I just need to get it off my chest. I feel insane talking to myself and well talking to a higher deity by using my voice and sometimes you just gotta get it out. I dont need a full blown journal when one post will do.