Awww. *snuggles Lucifer*

@Yuki, well Nick never showed the signs, and when we hung out with his other friends, eh didn't even mind if I hung out with his other friends and not him when we first met, he never seemed really off (I mean he wore a fox tail behind him, but hell most people in Portland, Oregon are on the weird scale, it's an awesome town like that I mean his other friend wore a pirate hat)

But he WAS bi-polar I've found out later, he told he he didn't have a criminal record at all, and such, but it turns out he did, he was just a very very good manipulator, and lost his temper.

I'm usually good at reading people but his was like a ligthswitch, sweet and caring,. helping me and my grandma and grandpa (even offering to help her make dinner cause she was starting off the mental breakdown from stress)
And then to the point of pinning my arms behind me, twisting my wrist almost out of it's socket for just teasingly squeezing his moob, and when we got into an argument once, he threw a handheld dremel at my head, and it shattered a hole a freaking HOLE in the window behind my head, not even a foot and a half off (I guess I should be glad he didn't have good aim, otherwise my skull would have been broken)

Johnny: It's not like I trust anyone easily either, this was one of the first people I'd ever let myself trust because this person didn't act like the usual assholes who usually were mean to me...
Now I just don't trust anyone... at all.... maybe my family, but then that would be the only people in the world I let myself trust... the rest can go to hell for all I care
I know how I keep saying that these people at this new place seems so much nicer, but still I walk around checking them for even the smallest sign of any abusive nature...

I trust a person less if they act really nice.

Because usually, when people acted nice to me, it was right before they tripped me and slammed my head into a cafeteria table.

johnny, I understand the looking over your shoulder, it's taken me a few years now to even be remotely able to trust my best/only real friend here.

I was emotionally bullied and such when I was in Utah, like kids would do the normal tripping and such but never really hurt me, a kid called me a fat whore once, I was called a witch, goth...
Kids would trick me, pretend to be friends so then they could make fun of me more later, and also go "Hey Alexa _______ likes you" and then __ would say "NO I don't HE likes you..!" and such, using me as joke brunts, it was worse but I've tried to block it out from my head.

When I went to Oregon again after, kids were super sweet and friendly in general and guys would flirt with me, and I guess they actually meant it, but I was too wary to even believe they were being nice, I was defensive and just.. you know uptight and scared compared to them.. but oh well ^^;

The only reason the kids in Utah weren't more physically abusive to me is they were suppose to be 'good little mormons' and such.. -_-
Although they did lock me out of the bus once when the bus driver had left it and had left it open for kids to go in to relax because it had started raining...

I have warm, buttered bread... Just out of the oven...

*snugs Yuki gently* I wouldn't hurt you asides my name and avatar.

Sephiroth! Why did you kill the townspeople!?

*rolls*

*catches Sei and cuddles*

*bites Alex*

Johnny: I usually do too, because if people act nice, they usually want something out of me, but this was different, instead of having to give things, I kept getting small gifts and all kinds of nice stuff, all that was asked for in return was my "friendship". That was the first time ever I had tried even being close to having a friendship, as Lucifer said, you can't figure bipolar people out that easily because they don't purposely hide their temper, it changes like a lightswitch, I am sure, one 100% that Amy had a nice side, and I am still sure she has it. But it was such small things that ticked her off, and suddenly you'd find yourself on the floor, not even sure what you said wrong, it could be a simple word taken out of the context and she would be about to kill you.
1 hour after she would be crying and saying she was so sorry for hurting you and she would never do it ever again.
And as it wasn't a lie on purpose, you would be believing her, and give her yet another chance until next time you landed on the floor (yes girls can be abusive too)

Ooooooh sounds yummy. Do want xD

Hey, Sephy. *hugs*

Hello, all. :3

Alexander: You remind me I should make some noodles soon :O

Sei!!!


@ Sakura - it's yummy xD

@ Sephiroth - *bites back*

I'm out of words I guess I just don't care enough to have more opinions...