@foxy: maybe you should try and take it out for periods of time, or go up a size. I think it might be the only way to get a job..

@yuy: that sounds awful. I am sorry your boyfriend is not being very nice to you. I ma not really sure what to tell you either... i had a horrible boyfriend before and it didn't work out very well... And i picked up some bad habits, like beating myself up on little things.. so i'm a bit worried if i give you advice it would be good advice..

It's ok. He does this a lot and it's getting to me. I want to tell him that if I flaked out on him, I would be ignoring him. like he is me right now.

It would only be a summer job anyway. I'll look around a bit more. I plan on being a teacher (so far) after college. So I will have to take it out anyway someday. :(

@yuy: maybe that is what he needs... some one to just slap him in the face with reality~

@foxy: yea... you will i had to take it out when i had to do observations for college. Just be prepared for that as well~

White, I know. *sigh* I can live without it.

Serena, just keep believing in yourself hun <3

Ack. He keeps having mood swings. I get it, he's in a mood because he was trying to quit today and failed. But, does he really have to be that much of an asshole. Oh well. -.-

*hugs* It's happened to a good few of us.

Yeah, one of these days he'll finally quit, be successful and then I don't have to worry about this.

maybe try and find something to replace the smoking.. i know alot of people use gum as a replacment

He has.
The big thing is he gets all upset and irked and will actually throw the whole "nobody seems to care about me" thing at times.

it is just something that happens when you quit smoking, maybe just keep throwing facts in his face?

*sips tea and pets my fat white kitty*

Uhg, I'm soo bad.

I post here and then get whisked away before I can hold a conversation with anyone. Dx

well i am on now if anyone needs to have a conversation~

Hello white how are you

I has new hair *dances*