-giggles-

I've been meaning to post here for a Looooong time

and why didn't chuuuuu?? *cries*

-clings- I'm sorry
with my depression in a constant state of flux I've been having a hard time willing myself to post.
but today I'm good...
soo I'm posting everywhere

(brb, on a call)

IMA Platypus~
lol

Take your time hon, I'm not going anywhere

MIZZY NO BE DEPRESSED! *clings*

but that's great that your posting like mad around XD I noticed that~

((ish still on a call))

-giggles-

I'm good right now
even smiling.. which is weird for me

SMILING IS NU WEIRD! *pulls your cheeks*
smiley~ <3

its weird for me...
I don't smile much when i'm alone.
and I fake it a lot when i'm around people....

just be glad that you're smiling now~ cherish that moment <3 that good feeling, before you go back to the dreaded sadness *kicks it away*

I feel that sporadically too, so I understand you *snuggles*

-clings to lauv-
not many people get it

Not many people experience genuine happiness even when they're alone >A<

yeah but not many people have to fight with thoughts of killing themselves because they are alone.
yeah sure, they might be lonely or sad... but its not my extremes.

oh no, don't D:
*clings* not those thoughts please D:

DIGRESS!

what is your internet service provider, Miz?

um... time Warner cable?

I'm doing good hon
I promise
those thoughts aren't really there right now
and when i'm around people my mind stays distracted long enough not to think about it.

Nothing will happen to me.
I promise

>A< you got me worried there...*snuggles*
I hope they don't come back anymore~


and hmm...do you know comcast? O_O