Hmm, true true Coda. /:[
Very unfortunate. :c
Learning to be more "well-adjusted" to me is learning how to function in society with relative success...which I..haven't gotten around to successfully learning yet. >~>; Much of it is fear, and some stubbornness. But also sadness because, y'know, dissociation and internalization. :c And self-loathing... >_>; Feel like I should stop talking..Imma stop talking.

I finished my arts! 8D

Didn't know I needed stuffed dinosaur skull headpieces in my life, but here we are.

Very nice Kitty! :o Good job on the Reno art! So sad. ;.;

Key word is: "NEEDed". o_o This skull headpiece is needed. I need one. It looks so cool!

me adding more things to plate even when i'm already full
CONTINENTAL BREAKFAST. I"LL HAVE WHAT IM HAVING

Oh, same, every time I go to the campus dining hall, which is at least twice a week.

having a crisis over wondering if people actually like me again. people liked me when i did fishnets wilson constantly. people demanded i do fishnets wilson. i eventually stopped doing fishnets wilson.

People liking you is not the same as people liking your art. And if their affections can only be bought by drawing them art of something they like, well, then, I've got bad news for you.

>.> I should really be studying for my midterm...
<-<; but I don't care about the midterm...
>n>;but I should really be studying for the midterm.

ironically, the fact that people started demanding fishnets wilson made me stop doing that meme in the first place.

midterms
 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Okay so...

I recovered from my breakdown two days ago.
Yes, I did have a breakdown because my sewing machine stopped working...
And yes, that did send me into a spiral of anxiety and borderline panic attack because the convention is this Saturday...

I want to blame myself for not buying my materials at a reasonable time...

But that's the joys of being disabled, I guess...
You can only be given so much in SSDI and I have other responsibilities that I had to look after first.

UGH!
To be a cosplayer with little means... ;-;

"The fact that you think that normal people murder simply because they’re male is disingenuous"
BITCH I SAID TOXIC MASCULINITY AFFECTS DOMESTIC VIOLENCE MORE THAN MENTAL ILLNESS DOES I DIDN'T SAY BEING A MAN DOES U FUCKING DENSE MESS
ughh now I'm annoyed!! I no longer consider her a good artist u.u

To be fair someone can create fantastic art and be a huge douchebag at the same time. Those aren't mutually exclusive.

(also: same artist who isn't "attracted to invented genders" and thinks every mental illness makes you a mass murderer?)

:/ I'm an great-ish/okay artist, and I don't like babies. I don't hate them, but I don't like them. Not even a little bit. And I get that I was a baby once, and so were my brother and my cousins, but we're not babies no more. Probably the only jerk-y thing about me. Not sure if that counts for anything? >n> I'll tolerate babies only to be polite, but that's my limit. Babies however like me, <.<; for some odd reason. They find my stares of disgust and discomfort amusing somehow. >u> They're weird little things..and they smell. >n>

I can't separate art and artist, DbM, I guess I'm too emotional. because I'm a woman and stuff |D

Merskelly, as long as you don't go out of your way to, you know, hit babies or anything... xD no problem. My sister keeps me sending pics of the babies of her friends and I always reply with >:( and she asks me if I don't have a heart. I do, if I didn't I'd be forwarding those pics around the internet to laugh of their ugly faces. I just don't want to see them! And that's ok!