;U; yehh..I like to imagine my husbando has warm huggy arms and tells me he misses me...but his neutral, unblinking, expression and inanimate movement is comforting too. <x} Even though my leg or hip can sometimes bump him and then he roll him off the bed and onto the floor. <:[

bless u for the space facts

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too much SUGAR
i feel like a fly
with cavities
corroding from the inside

Trying to be happy is Very Hard.

So pretty. ;.; I hope you find your head again Martian!

Everyone really stepped it up for their Halloween avatars!!!

;_; I can't decide on a Halloween avatar..I'm just gonna be a dinosaur.

i'm obviously not going to want to talk to you if you're going to call me a spoilt brat, for fuck's sake. stop fucking guilt tripping me into talking to you.

EDIT: clarification: IRL family stuff, not about anyone here.

I wish I had access to a train or bus so that I could finally go to all the places and do all the things within the city.

Ooo. I feel you on that, Biomecha :(

When I moved here, I told myself I would learn how to ride the buses and I would travel all over the city and be "independent" and stuff...

I never learned. ;-;

love having my mother defend that crapsack that i'm forced to call my older brother just because i didn't want to talk to him. well, obviously i'm not going to want to talk to him if he calls me a spoilt brat for not wanting to talk to him right at this moment.

he can go choke on his own fucking ego with these guilt trips. 'do you hate me??? :(((', yes, i do fucking hate you, because you're an asshole. if i don't want to talk at the moment, i don't want to talk at the moment. it's not that damn hard to fucking understand. i'm sick and tired of having to try and explain myself and be put on the spot to explain myself to my fucking family.

then they'll wonder why i want no contact with them whatsoever if i ever manage to move out. it's because the lot of them are fucking assholes. they don't goddamn listen to me, and then they wonder why i barely talk much anymore.

and i wish i could feel properly loved, too. probably stems from this shitty fucking family.

>8}
*~MANICAL LAUGHTER INTO THE VOID~*