Ok x'D

Hahahaha its beautiful omg.

Night.

Can you link it? :c kindle is lame and doesn't show pictures

Man the thought of it makes me feel better. Ive had a horrible night

. It is one thing to state your feelings but it seems you keep insisting upon them and since I keep saying no it feels like a rejection of all things our friend ship is based on. I do not know what else to say on this matter. I have given you all the reasons why I will not do it and I know you are smart enough to realize why they make sense and yes I am smart enough to realize the emotional attachment and how close we would be in reality versus virtually. I do believe that something like this should not get in the way of our friendship since it was not a problem when we were first friends . If this is the reason why you feel you must shield yourself from me each time I say something then I am not sure how we can change this.

No I was asking you to clarify your statement in all its aspects. I didn't see how it connected to our previous comments thats all. And by enable I don't mean supply me. I meant how would living with you, be any different towards travel then living in my current location.
Also it is not a matter of belief on my part. I have accepted that you want company, that you want me to be the one to fill your emotional gap where you can not seem to find it. I am just not willing to travel that distance to live with you to do so. It is because I am my own person with desires and I am currently working to make them happen. You will tell me the same words as if I do not understand but I do, though it feels like each time you tell me, you want the answer to change

You are going to have to clarify that statement because it sounds like you are putting words into my mouth. I do not see how living with you would enable me to travel to Europe? Or why moving out their is a need. If that is what you are saying.

Unfortunately that is were our beliefs and wants differ. I do not really want to be tied to one place. I would like to have a partner that will travel with me. I would like to get married but having a long lasting sex buddy or a friend is fine with me. I also like the coast and do not want to be too far away from my father in case he is close to dying again.

And if that isn't the point then you are going to have to point it out and stop being obtuse.

I do not understand why it has to be. Especially since I would be a 3rd wheel now that you are engaged.