That voice that says no one would notice is untrue and I'm glad you said that! Everyone is suicidal at some point. Worse or better I doesn't matter it's a horrible place to be and not a badge of awesomeness and some people will wear it for some twisted reason. As an online person I can't tell a hiatus from something serious. A Trisphite recently died. I kind of considered her a friend even though she never was on my friend's list...because you never hear it verbally or feel it in some way doesn't mean no one cares.

I'd be a little unstable after all those events and I like to think I'm stable now. D: -hugs-

so many things to deal with and possibly easy to assign blames. Just a step and a day at a time. I also recommend never being idle (i.e. just internets and gaming). Although what exactly works for you I don't know. Being me a job is great. I love structure and organizing/cleaning. xD; Not many people find making a career out of that exciting I bet.

I only wish. Nope, after changing majors and then getting kicked out of the second college (god, has it already been 3 years since that incident already... O_O) I've given up on getting a degree, so no finals.

Just broken car, new used car, broken new used car, nearly passing out while riding my bike to work, had to get rid of my pet parakeet that I'd only had a few days because my roommate didn't approve, untreated mental illnesses, nearly killed myself, etc.
All those types of stress...

Yikes. even when I was active I couldn't keep up with just two sites. It was too tough for me to do. One site is easier imo. Sorry about the tons of stress. Finals as it is with everyone else?

Ah yes the fighting scene was fun. Khait always made me feel bad with how well she could write...or was that Hope? Either way they both make me feel bad about my skillz lol

Haha, forgive me for prying but your post in the diary made my day. ><; (thinks off all the silly people she deals with in a day) -raises highfive- Cashiers unite! and man people do need to learn how to read.

-pats you head- It's okay. Must be the blonde in your avatar's hair. ;p
ah yeah maybe it was Crysandrea!

I swear we Roleplayed together. But the only one I could find you posted like a handful of times before it came to an end. xP

No I'm...Jurinjo. -points to his name- xD
We didn't Rp together as often as you and Jadey did I'm sure. We also met on Kinsaki and also bumped into each other on two other sites I think?

o.o Kadey!
Ah the good times we had in RPs...well not that we did many together hah.
ps I'm not an active member anymore so a response might be delayed ^-^;